i'm only human

2006-09-24T18:00:00.000+08:00

i've moved. Bye people.
i will not close this blog because i wanna come back and read again. :)

2006-09-22T02:16:00.000+08:00

recap:
i went out with cheryl on sunday. GOOD DAY!
i dunno how to thank her or wad.. but she's the only fren that cared for me after my 'thing' on monday. she asked me how was it and all.. i'm so happy. :) i really din regret going back to FOC as crew. that was where i got to know this girl better. *grins*

happy birthday,Zac! last saturday was crazy but i can say.. IT WAS FUN! haha. and last night at zouk.. hmm.. hope u all had a great time.
after zouk they came over my place. WOo! mahjong the nite away and spend the morning in the pool. not me, i mean the guys. haha. okay i know i was so extra sitting by the pool. but this is the first time i see 5 guys having so much fun in the pool. haa i'm jealous. i want to have so much fun with my girlfriends too.. but when..
HOPE U ALL ENJOYED. smiles..

i fell asleep on my sister's bed.. it was so warm that i woke up shortly after tt.. but he came in.. he told me he cleaned the table.. cleared the rubbish and closed all the doors.. he sent them out and closed the gate... he rearranged the tables and chairs, kept the mahjong chips and packed them nicely..
boy, i'm touched . you really really are treating me like a queen. and i'm so afraid of losing it...

i love dancing .. but i feel so small in the club with you. feel like a lil girl not knowing what to do how to dance. i know i shouldnt care abt all these but i dunno why it bothered me so much. furthermore, i cant drink that day. and i don't feel anything.. you wanted to dance so much but i spoilt everything. i ruined ur mood ur day.. everything.
i felt so bad.. real bad.. because i know a simple sorry won't do much. i can never do it , you know.. and yet you are so forgiving. i just hope this won't make you leave me. but if it will, i know it's not ur fault. It's definitely all mine, no doubt. and i guess the other problem can't be solved. it's nothing that you can do about it. i'm just an idiot maybe.
you are too good for me.. too good to be true... my stupidity is a big problem here and one day my stupidness is gonna kill my happiness.

2006-09-15T12:08:00.000+08:00

conversation trip was a tiring one. haha. but yet fun.. we work but at the same time had fun. :D we are all so reluctant to leave because Pulau Aur Bagus(Good).
first weekend was just diving and diving.. then because we dont have the big boat on weekdays, we can't dive much. so we did the water breaker and the exchange programme at the kampong primary school. we had volleyball games with the children and they trashed us straight. haha!

let me introduce you to np divers! and also the villagers at pulau aur.

packing the logistics needed for the sch exchange programme.

look at them.. all so adorable.

the vball game. haha.

top in the list. turtle.

second is the moray eel

do not let it poke you. haha

i dunno wad fish is this. but the dot looks like a bullet hole to me.

x'mas tree worm! if you touch it, it will 'SOOT' back

our friendly nemo..

perhaps you can try to spot the cuttlefish. my eyes are lousy
they camo and change colour ery quickly!

the nemo that i touched. :D

the turtle that Din tortured! (din is the local dive master)

denise and i had a hard time dealing with the wheelbarrow and rocks. argh..

see... the wheelbarrow really gave us a big headache.

while the girls are dealing with small rocks, guys are doing the BIG ROCKS!

i want i want to go back to pulau aur. the stress-free place. sighs...

2006-08-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

my ex-classmates all went back today. :(
i have too much to rush suddenly..
bcause of the trip coming this Friday.
I CAN'T WAIT. but i don't feel like leaving at all.
10 days ain't short. :(
true, i will enjoy diving. but 10 days is really.. too long.
the good thing is vern and i bought the marine case for his digi cam! :D yeah.
\grins/
i meeting Samantha tmr. this, i really CAN'T wait. i want i want i want so much to meet her.

Arab street is interesting.. the shops are interesting but yet the stuff are expensive. hehe. and of cos i have never bought anything from arab street.. Omar! the long hair ah pek. haa nah. just vern's hairdresser. he's now his friend.. quite good friend. :) hehe. anyway.. we went prawning at PASIR RIS last night. i know it's damn far. but no choice he's getting married. so everythings' his decision. :) oh my god, he's good at prawning, he taught me a lot. so much that i caught so many prawns. hehe. but it will never be my hobby. never will it be, because you wouldn't know how the prawn got hooked and you cannot see. worse part is to see how they struggle.. with the hook in the mouth.. on land.. ah.. idiot anglars. haa.
cheryl, wait for me to be back! will be back!
bishan bishan bishan.

2006-08-29T01:03:00.000+08:00

i went gym-ing with cheryl! "D
woah but it's at bishan. like far...
but it's okay.. i'm free anyway.
:) :)
gonna see her again tmr!

2006-08-23T11:13:00.000+08:00

we studied hard care! at holland village starbucks. "D anyway at first was only me karyn and grace. becos vernon and fio got paper at 2.

you finally came!! AHH!! i love you . hehe

why you scream at me FROM MY BACK!

okay so it's the five of us who studied hard core together.

grace and karyn later surprised us which roses. :D ever so swwweeet.

karyn! BEHIND TALK.

my boyfriend says fiona's 'FLEXIBLE' .

eat the roses. yum yum..

fiona's face up close. hey.. so cute.. hehe

really stressed.. blaw almost killed us.

eh grace, i tot we told you to give a stressed up face?
fio: my hair got kutu..

i cannot take karyn's cuteness. all her photos turn out to be so cute and funny. hee

TE DANG!
after sturbucks.. fiona, karyn and vernon stayover at my house. omg.. we really marathon until 4 midnight.. and we slept until 7.. RUSH DOWN FOR PAPER. on the way to school.. we didn't talk at all. somebody should look at how steam all our faces were. i guess this is poly life. no , i mean this IS. but i really felt like i was studying for o'levels once again. so scary.
alright, 3 more papers to go! and i'm having cramp. sighs.

samantha- wish you luck! you are always my idol. study-idol. haha.
szeyin- although it's still 70 plus days to ur A's. but we all can see that you are in a longgg marathon too. :D good luck!
sm and jy- i wish i can see ur and sy right now. :(
vernon and girls- we can do it!

2006-08-20T02:59:00.000+08:00

my mood changed.
it didn't change in a split second.
everything was alright in the day.. went crazy for awhile..
but not at night.
whatever ting tt makes me so upset

IT'S YOU! you fucking don't appreciate. there's not gonna be a second time.
or maybe i'm nothing to you.
ya i think so too. i definitely think that i'm a NOBODY to you.
-cheryl, i hope you had a wonderful birthday. happy birthday.didnt sms you because u told me ur phone's flooded.
i asked you for lunch and i thought you would be happier.. but it din turn out to be.. so i guess ... yup .. sorry.
i hate waiting. no maybe i shouldnt be waiting after all.

2006-08-16T18:23:00.000+08:00

STRESS
i bet this is nothing new in my blog.

how to score well this semester????
i got alright for my test.. term test... but my projects totally dragged me to the bottom.
a C for my FIT. what the hell happened... it's just so unfair. similar means we copy? ARGH.
a big big problem for me this time.
5 papers in a row. day after day. tell me what to do.
further more the papers are sometimes 9-11, sometimes 2-4..

okay emily, if you know ur stuff well.. you wouldnt care about the timing and all.
it's not a problem.
SHIT.

2006-08-12T23:40:00.000+08:00

i thought for very long.

and i decided to post a new entry.

because i need to spill things out.

i feel like shit again.. sorry.. bear with my grumblesss..

friends are for?

are they there for you whenever you need them?

do they give you fake faces?

do they share their secrets with you after they've tried digging out all ur secrets?

why why?

or maybe she just can't stand me.

can't stand that i'm so obasang kind..

so what's wrong with me actually?

do i know my true self? am i who i am ....

do i know what i want.. seriously..

PLEASE PLEASE.. if you want to be nice to someone.. want to be her very nice friend, before everything.. ask urself if u and her can get along. 'DON'T FORCE'

don't try to act nice when u're not!

if you can't BE URSELF when ur are tgt.. den f off... no point for all the acting.. at the end, both will be hurt .. .. ..

i am who i am.. i know what i want.. maybe.
i'm kinda hurt. i dunno why.. and i need someone.. someone whom i can talk my heart out.. but i'm sort of lost.. like a headless fish.. swimming in the open water alone. all alone. now, i'm trying to find a place to stay.. to really find my true self and be with people whom i love and loves me too.
why issit so difficult..............................

but i know i have to thank god that i have so many good friends.
i love him too :) he's my the other half.

2006-08-02T00:20:00.000+08:00

i don't know my drawing deprovedd.
hui fen, look!

2006-07-19T00:22:00.000+08:00

these few days i'm feeling very moody.
whatever i do is wrong. just wrong. and lady luck is not by my side.
just sucks.
i realised it's not just the few days. it's the whole week.

maybe i'm like an invisible paper floating around. some times i appear on ur desk.. some times i'm not there. but you throw me away after you used me. right into the bin. few weeks later, when you feel like using paper again.. you buy a new one. it repeats and repeats.
if you used to feel so bonded with other papers .. like a book.. but after some times the book starts tearing apart.... do you feel good if you were the first to be tear off? into bits and piecess.....

"whatever rawks your world. "

don't know if i'm gonna continue blogging.
perhaps i'm not going to close this blog. but i will stop posting. cos i realise all my posts are boring. so to prevent u from falling asleep after u read my post, i shall not tok so much anymore. i realised it's meaningless. totally meaningless.

goodnight friends.

2006-07-17T08:32:00.000+08:00

oh no... the pill is making my stomach angry.
and it is venting its anger on me. haa sounds so stupid.
but i'm feeling very weak in my IS class again.
AGIAN, i feel like going home. because of my tummy.
like last week . haha. no la.
last week, because of world cup finals, i didnt sleep. and my lesson's at 8.
so i decided to BLUFF my lecturer and cab home to sleep.

SUCEEDED.

today, i can't do that again already. because i know that he marked me absent for last week. so all the act was wasted lah. i should have stayed home to sleep. suceeded but later know that i failed. shit.
i'm not concentrating on what he's talking. i'm blogging with my laptop half covered. hehe.

this is what he did for me. the present was in the center. :)

the bathtub.

2 tertiary students lost their ezlink card. haa! (cheryl on the left, vern on the right)

traffic light fruit juice. :D

ZAC CAN FLY.

2006-07-16T18:49:00.000+08:00

i'm slacking.. doing my blog.
change a new image. tired of the previous look. hehe.
i don't really like people who do things at the very very last minute.
and wouldn't take initiative at all.
although some times i'm like that..
but there are people who's like this ALL THE TIME.
i don't like to say who because it's not very nice to do so.
people i need to see.
i like to walk very fast...
talk very fast...
like to think very fast... (although some times i'm a bit lag... hee)

is everything real? is this how you treat all your friends?
puzzled me.

2006-07-12T09:23:00.000+08:00

i hope today will be a happy day.

because almost all of TA03 kiddies are back.

rodney and azmi!

2006-07-11T17:53:00.000+08:00

it's not that i dun want to go. i dun have the time. i really wish i can get this into your head. i know everyone of us means a lot to you. but you know i hate this kind of dinner. i don't take shark fin, i can't stand the music and i feel it's a total waste of time. please don't assume that i always go up to you and ask for money ONLY. it's just that we've got nothing to talk about most of the time. i'm not an outspoken person like someone. why? issit because i dun have the guts? no. i can't, mummy.

we should hang out more often. this is more like what we were.. during camp huh! :D we skipped IFA lecture for about 15 minutes to eat the prata at canteen 3. yum yum. people, if you dunno.. canteen 3's roti prata is nice! not plain but egg. :) if you know me well, you should know i'm a person who prefers plain den egg prata. so? try the egg prata! -me & cheryl-

com'on la. when you really get high marks for quiz or tests, just admit when people ask you right? dun have to pretend. -never pretend- snobbish piece of shyt.

the sunflower's dying... how. how i wish i can keep it forever. know about artificial flower? i asked him this question, "why not give me 'fake' flowers? then i can keep them forever... ". "no! they are fake! my love for you isnt fake!"
hehehe. i know it's kinda mushy. but you know it means a lot to me. so bear with it? heh.
photos are out! i decorated my table. feel like studying already. haa. byebye.

2006-07-09T01:30:00.000+08:00

ohman, it's over. haha. my birthday just passed! :D
i'm so so happy these 2 days. cant be happier man. hehe. thanks to everyone. special thanks to vernon heng.
now is he's turn. he said he has no money to buy present for me. so we decided to chill at my place and order pizza. but once i got home. i opened my door.
awww.... my heart meltttt....
it was candle candle and candles. rose petals beside all candles. it lead me to the corner. the big heart candle was there. -sweet....
the present lying in the middle. with a nice sunflower. this is the 2nd time i received sunflower. and it's from vernon again. :) i will nv accept others. then he opened the window.. and they sang 'happy birthday'. ahhh it's them! grace, fio,zhou,iggy,karyn,alex,sam,judy,josh,zac. :D ahh.. big smile again. hehe. i'm SO SURPRISED. thanks for all the surprises..
and he brought me to the toilet. ah. roses again.. candles surround my bath tub. so he left the room and i had a good nice bath. :)
i dare to say out loud that i have the nicest and sweetest boyfriend on earth. he's awesome. he baked a cake for me! i'm touched. i was just kidding about the cake stuff and he really did it. he told a white lie. he said he was going church..haha. actually he went over to grace house and bake the cake.i have a bunch of good friends too! who made the brownie for me ..specially for me.
so i zzzz... and we went to wild wild wet. kinda boring.. but we love uhlar-lah, slide up and the children's playground! haha. cos we can shoot people. after that, we headed down to town.. to have our dinner at pizzawalker. i just have to apologise dear. i didnt know cong han they all are coming but they were late. and you dragged me away. to lucky plaza. i was so afraid that sy,sm and jy will be mad. so i kinda like pissed off. and that made you so stressed up. so sorry! misunderstood. :(
cong han,weishu,jeremy,wengfai came to join us. so happy. hehe. the food is so good. cant believe it man. :D the squid ink that sze yin ate was actually so nice! haha! and .. after the meal, vern asked me to go out with him , he needed a puff. so i went out. he hugged me to block my view la. haha. not long after, i heard "happy birthday to you........"
awww... my best friends brought the cake out. they are so nice... hehe.. BIG THANKYOU !
we cant finish the cake though. and sm wanted to bring it home. haa. sorry sm!

i'm so glad that i'm surrounded with wonderful people. they care for me so much that they wanna surprise me on this special day. vern espcially, i know you love me. :) sorry for all the misunderstandings. i'm touched by everything that you have done for me this day. you made my birthday even more special. i love you.
i ran out of words! i've been saying thank you all the while. hehe.
much love to all my friends out there who celebrated my birthday for me. friends indeed. :)
and samantha.. your puzzle for me is so lovely. the card too. :D although we didnt celebrate together this year. but you know i still love you! hehe.

2006-07-05T22:29:00.000+08:00

i've got back all my results. i'm happy for all the 3 papers. Business law, taxation, cost accounting. but what happen to my intermediate financial accounting. sigh. i used to do so well for my INFA and FFA. but look.... i flunk my IFA. i can't blame it on anyone. because i did not write my workings down and the item that i took into account. sigh.

nevermind, :D i'm still happy.

tomorrow's tomorrow's tomorrow. ("o)

divers' club finally got it's club house! so happy! i'm so enthu to clear up the place and make it like a home. cozy little home. guess i will spend pretty much time there to study. mug mug for my examination. got to do better.

projects due. due due due. how about urs? i'm lucky to have only 2 projects this semester. so glad. but it's giving me a bad headache. i've got no time for it! finance trading sucks. i just know nothing about trading and it's not helping. haha

vernon:"i like big cock gay."

last friday, fio, me and vern went to grace's house. karyn couldn't make it. a funny thing happened! haa. the pigeon got stuck in grace's house. how dumb! vern say pigeon stands for good luck? it got stucked there for hours. and the DVD player too. haha. the portable one in her basement. we spend more than half an hour to watch the last 5minutes of the show. in between, we searched for the adapter..haha. . it's always fun hanging out with them.

yesterday was SAMANTHA'S BIRTHDAY.(04-07-06)

aw sam. you know what i wanna tell you. :D it's all written in the card. i really hope you like it. it isn't an expensive gift this year. sorry. :(

once again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SAM!

what a day.. did nothing basically. except for cleaning up the clubhouse. undone. shit. haha. vern said we better do it some other time. because there's so much to clean. haha. anyone got stuff to donate to the clubhouse??? we are short of kettle, fan, tea and coffee, duster and cleaning agent. haha.

2006-06-29T00:59:00.000+08:00

Fuck It

Suck It

Damn It

lalala sing a song. sing a song. sing me a song.....

exercise exercise exercise. occupy myself. occupy!

2006-06-27T13:06:00.000+08:00

SUK MUN'S BIRTHDAY

we celebrated on the 21st. not actually day but nevermind.

we enjoyed too. :D

no reference for photo today, jy. haha. cos we nv take any photo! :( how can we.

i guess we are all too tired after playing.

WALL's game sucks. i used to like it. but now, i'm too afraid to play. not because i'm hum or wad. but it's because the 'belt' gave me a big fright.

it was so loose that i must lean against the cabin

WILL I DIE? WILL I FALL OUT?

so i kept screaming JOOYUN JOOYUN!!!

shyt.

but nvm, wet and wild was so fun. haa!

rmb the guy? haha the small kid who joined us because he was alone. wf got no partner for the boat ride too. so the 2 of them were together. anyway, i asked the boy if his hp would drop because he didnt zip the pocket, den it fell out into the water. OOPS. my mouth. sorry.

he ran down and picked it up. IT'S STILL WORKING.

but obviously you need to dry it immediately right.

he didnt. haa.

me and sukmun were playing games on the boat. it took so long to go one round. haha.

next, haunted house.

oh gosh so frightening. not at all lah. haa

i scolded the boy who wanted to frighten us. so damn annoying. :P

yippie. go kart!

drive drive like so fun but i guess i will just fail my practical lah. driving practical. haha.

okay let's go! WE HAD MUCH MUCH FUN ALREADY

stomach empty.

kenny roger's yum yum.

it was my first time.

YUM. chicken.... but YUCKS, chicken breast.

haha but thanks to sze yin, if not we will have no chicken.

:D we girls are just so aunteh.

---STUDENT LEADER SEMINAR.

i met chun liang on the trip. haha. so amazing. den same bus some more! haha.

of cos we rawk he whole bus lah. i went crazy den made a lot of noise.

me, chun liang and jewell.

but i spent 2 days there mosstly with bei, zhou,iggy,caili,jeremy and mark.

laugh like hell.

play the games, listen to seminar, watch soccer.

sleep and go home! :D

short and nice trip.

miss leong did a very stupid thing. which i will always rmb. haha. PAPER! :x

sucks, go away...

hate that thing that thinks it's pretty
so so attractive
dress like christmas tree
some people may like
but i hate
i hate it so much it makes me sick
simple enough, i hate it.

2006-06-19T18:21:00.000+08:00

*spin!
my head's spinning like a bottle.
my tummy aching like hell.
staying in my bed
ignoring all projects
and all paper work that i shld do
just let me rest...
don't feel like doing anything except watching soccer. oh my god

we stayed up late to watch soccer everyday

whenever our supporting team scores, we JUMP FOR JOY.

suddenly i rmb so many things that happened.

we went thru camps. we had our happy times.

you smile to me at the door when i dun even know who the h are you.

we went for trips. we went diving.

now i recalled something so sweet that u've done for me.

i had a bad tummy ache, you heard me over the phone.

you rushed down from ur home with warm porridge.

you pat me.. to make me feel better.

and yes, i did feel so much better.

i have legs but there are lazy. u carry me up the stairs until now.

one night, i was frightened by those things.

and you told me the three little pigs story.

i fell asleep slowly.

i said we havent been to park before.

and u dragged me to the playground.

you climbed over the high fences... .. ..

you are the first to give me beautiful sunflower.

the first to give me birthday surprise.

you held my hand underwater.

night dive would be more scary without you.

....the one who swallowed the key to my heart :)

2006-06-18T15:01:00.000+08:00

ah.. i dunno how to start? where to start from? okay started. haha
12th of june
it's our sweet anniversary` :) before that, 11th of june, joshua,alex,zac,rei came to my house. we played mahjong the whole night. haa. ya so you can imagine how not romantic it is to say happy anniversary to one another on the mahjong table. duh. hehe. but it's okay. he won soccer and i won mahjong. HAA! okok i'm so excited now.
to give him the present.
so i took his bag up.
took our the present which i hid in my socks drawer. HIACK HIACK.
i put the present in one black box.
and i gave him the red box.
black one in his bag.
red one i gave him.
den he was like "HUH! NO NO NO. i dun wan ... we said that we are not giving each other present. :( !!! " boy.. you were smiling la. -.- hehe
okay my plan was to let him see the black box in his bag when he's gonna keep the red one.
but he didnt! and he wanted to open it immediately. argh. so i .. ok ok .. on the lights for me first. if not you cant see what's inside right? actually the red box got nothing. so very light.
"ORH OKAY! :D "
so i quickly put the red one in his bag too. so now both boxes are in the bag. -.-
den he so happily open his bag. ... .
HUH? NOT RED BOX MEH?
i was giggling away.
WHY SO HEAVY?
haha.
den he opened it.
he stunnnnnnned for very long. glared at me. hahaha.
sorry la.. it was my plan after all. my wallet was lost and all those shit. hehe. i just wanna give you a surprise. a nice one. i know he was surprised. but i also felt that he dun wanna accept the present because he felt guilty. hee. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY,bei. :)
we zzzz until 3pm. -.- so late. and we went to hog's breath. we tot karyn will be working. but she wasnt. she was at a seminar. haha. and we saw chichi! :D he's working there! :D
not forgetting that chichi gave us big discount and free wine (karyn dont angry hehe) and also serene at 'the cathay' who gave us free drink as well. hehe! so happy! we met so many pple and we finally watch 'x men 3'.

hands up chichi!

hog's breath is such a nice restaurant with lots of nice food! yumyum~~he's always stick out his tongue when taking photo.don't believe?

i look like witch! haha caught ya! ur fat neck..hehehehe. i like his hair, his glasses,his bling bling. and his everything. i didnt mean to fall in love wif you.

tuesday- 13 june. i met my girlfriends!
we went to bugis to shop ard. jy bought jeans. i wanted to buy.. but i'm too fat for that jean. :(
sy bought a beautiful belt. so nice! the colour of the belt. hehe. sm bought a red watch. woo.. all so nice. hehe. i didnt get anything at bugis street. but i bought a bag opp there. haa. den jy left us! she's always like that. leave us. hmph. uh oh. no photos of that day. nvm. i still love u girls. hehehehe. SM! take care of urself. dun fall sick again. ur bday is drawing nearer and nearer each day. hehe.
we went town after that.. to look for my wallet. and eat.. hehe. sy bought the pouch too. so lady. hehe..he queen's culture seriously look bimbo-tic lor. hahaha..
the next day-----
me being crazy. rediculous. and buttcheeks spoilt my day. so i went to starbucks alone. and i took pictures.

my fav pic of that day. sian day. sad day. haa. read my feeling from the bottle. :(

okay- the following days were just watching movie with vernon. silent hill. and watching soccer! he won a lot actually. but all because of yesterday. :( that stupid ghana and italy.
wth is italy doing? all i see is blood.. stretcher.. pple being carried away.. and red cardS. more more yellow cards! and then .. italy got 11 off sides. wth? usa got 0!
anyway, sweet karyn msged me ytd morning... asking me if i'm free from 3-6. hee.. even if i got something on.. i would be happy to push them away lah.. haha. so we acc her during her break time. we slacked and we did stupid things.haha. as usual right? hehe. and in the end we really got bored and we sat outside FOS. hahaha.

he didnt know karyn's behind. haha! i'm like putting ur photo album here lah. okay okay i know u're COOL. :D
believe now? HAA!
i feel like pinching her face. everyone, this is vernon's SCANDAL. hmph!!
i knew it i knew it!

caught! our PI vernon's shot! not the ang mor. look behind the ang mor. HURHUR........... karyn at work. we were playing.heeeek..

someone's bloated! i won i won. u cant deny that u are bad at 5 10 neh! :P

my victory. hehe. he drank 3 glasses. me ? 1 and a half. heeeeee.......

2006-06-09T20:20:00.000+08:00

I'M SO HAPPY, SO HIGH!! :D
hehe. know why? because i went out with samantha today. my bestest bestie. hee. she's so adorable. look! oh we did not tour around town this time and we are 2 cancerians that want to be home early tonight. although it's not late and it's after exam! today's paper is so sucky. i know i will have careless mistake at the moment i put down my pen. but i just dun want to check. i spent only 50minutes but i just refuse to check, i dunno why! :( maybe i'm just so relieved it's end of common tests. which means 2 weeks holiday is here! :D
heard that xinying had her driving test today, i hope she did well! :D
fiona is away~ off to M'sia to enjoy. so good right?? hehe. with her family and 2 dumb guys. zhou and iggy. okay maybe not 2 but one. ALAN ZHOU. haha! :P
this the pic i took with her before she left. :(

she went around library barefooted! she still can pose for me. DUH! haha. so funny. hehe.
i'm starting to miss them again. cries. fiona,grace and karyn! i'm so sad that they couldnt join us yesterday. i haven't seen karyn SO LONG. argh.
look what grace gave me. she gave me a baby BOY with mask and snorkel! so cute. :D sorry the photo is not clear. i dunno how to use the focus of my camera. :( can see what grace wrote on the butt of the baby boy? "i love emily."

went to library on wednesday! to join sze yin and sukmun. (: my girls. forever so sweet and fun to be with. nv fail to make me smile, brighten up my dull day. :D just love them so so much. szeyin had this snowflake ice cream which i was so amused by it. haha. so cute the ice cream. really like snowflakes. and they are so sweet too. they acc me for dinner. hee. den i tot i can bring that muah chi home to eat. that expensive $2 mua chi. haha. but who knows. don't bring mua chi home to makan! it will become very oily and eh.. disgusting. wasted.

monday monday monday monday monday monday monday.
monday is coming
monday is so near
i'm so happy
there's gonna be many many 12th of june. many many. ;) grins.

2006-06-05T14:53:00.000+08:00

hey hey ! hehe. few days since i blogged. haha! oh ya anyway!
i went out with stikkos! they are SY SM AND JY! so happy. i dun have the photos yet all because of SNG JOO YUN. BLEAH. wanna scold me?? hehehehe.we were taking photo at orchard MRT station,people. we do spastic face and jump infront of so many pple. haha! "we not shy one". haha! we had even more fun becos it's so embarrassing. haha! yep we bought stuffs. everyone bought. hehe. but i spent the most :( . bought a shorts that i regretted buying. so sad. i realised i dun look good in it. really don't.
sm and i have our reason for taking this photo. GUESS!

i've been studying! haa! guai guai.. i stayed at home, study eat sleep. study eat sleep for weekend! good ger`` :)) . i just had my paper, BUSINESS LAW. actually it's quite interesting you know.and i studied with vernon. haha. he's good at b law la. or should i sae 'law'. haha. he knows how to argue, that's the point. fio looked so stressed when we studied together, but i think she will still do well. hehe. i finished the paper so early. because i wrote everything done. everything i RMB. so you should knnow how much i rmb la. sigh. and i'm right here at SU waiting for fiona,vernon and karyn! hehe. i waited for them outside the hall at first. but it was so boring. so i came here. i think the paper is ending soon. like 6 minutes time~ haha! countdown! okay, 2 papers down. 2 more left. shyt. taxation is coming .help! i dun wan i dun wan. it's so hard. :( i slacked at SU. with all of them. we met karyn at su before paper! studied tgt for 5 mins. haha! but i'm so :D to see her. hee! :DDD love her much much! hee.
after that we (grace, fio,vernon and me) went to holland v. essential brew. to CHILL.! haha. photos! 3 pigs~

fiona babe!
lumfrikhoo~ look into our calamari rings~~
mr love~ i look like shyt in this photo. literally shyt lor. dark like dunno what`. the lighting there just suck. so i shall not post any more pics taken there. hahaa..

1 more pic of the 3 pigs. the 2 pigs that i love. :D

Tao3 has fun fun friends. but i just dunno how long our friendships can last? can we tok abt something else? other den studies? do we really know each other well enough? sighs.

here i end my post! hee. my long long post with my photos. :D

2006-05-29T22:57:00.000+08:00

first day,friday.
we went to miss leong's office to pack the stuffs. (DSMB, slates, compass)
ahhh.. more and more admin stuffs only. being a secretary sux! haha but it's kinda fun to do all these with vern. hehe. okay, OFF WE GO! hee. can we not go p.aur anymore? -feeling on the bus. i cant sleep . the chair was so sitff. so upright. how to sleep? vern was busy walking around. talking to pple. hee.
okay we reached mersing at around 12 plus. "human chain! " haha. poor guys. and guess wad. the tide was too LOW! freaking low. the water can only reach ur knee.
but u know.. gers got to look after stuff too. haha! june and hui si. they are nice fwrens. hehe. so fun to play with.

second day, sat.
we 'checked in' to our rooms ! hahahaha! 'RESORT' huh? haha! i'm sharing room with hui si, june(june/ahlian/jabber),andrea. omg i shall keep my mouth shut. "don't shake" "stop shaking" . i didnt get to sleep. hai. we only have that precious 3 hours of sleep but some one totally ruined them. ARGH. whatthefiak. FIRST DIVE! wait i check log book. (:
location: crocodile rock
buddy: ah heng.
ahaha.. we didnt see anything. so sad. crocodile rock is boring. visibilty is still quite good. haha.
*pictures to be loaded after i take from aaron. !
2nd dive:
location: Lung.
buddy: prince heng.
sssssss..... we all descend. look man! jellyfish! eee.. their "LEGS" are extremely long. CAREFUL. vernon saw shark! he wanted to ask me to see. but too late. and i was too far away from him. sad.haha. this time we saw pufferfish. cute man. pufferfish is so cute. hehe. make us chase after all the pufferfish. wanting to make them bloat. haha! we saw barracuda. school of barra. wow! the first thing that came to my mine was, "will it attack that jonathan?! please please. attack please. haha! because he's wearing a orh biang gold mask " hahAh. sponge bob square pants is our DM. all i can say is that. he's too strict. rule by rule law by law. :( but we did enjoy ourselves. (: ur quak quack. haha! i swear i hate DSMB . they just suck. dsmb is the orange long thing that diver use to attract boatman's attention. and the string is fucking 5metres long. careful when using! it will tangle. and it caught my leg. argh. made me swear and curse. the last time it made me injure my hand. so freaking pain. this time , it made us quarrel. hee. he saved me. but i was too stupid. haha.

3rd dive:
last dive of the day.
location: pulau pinang.
on the way there, we saw so many jellyfishes. eewk. haha. practically everywhere. we saw moray eel! vern wanted to take photo with it. but he kena scareD by the EEL! haha. looking at it makes me think of UNAGI.hehe. okay i think i manage to take a photo with it. hehe. wait for aaron. we went too deep! we sang so many songs back to p.aur. haha! and we saw fishes in the sky! lol! all the cloud look like fishes to us. omg. haha. and jia xun did that quack quack again. so funny that we all laughed. it's not that song that is funny. it's him. haha.

NIGHT: vernon told me that he doesn't wanna sleep. so i asked if zhi yong wanna sleep on hammock! haha. me zhi yong and dabin went to explore. to find where can we tie the hammock. so we decided on the bridge. before the bridge, we tied onto the pillar.. den we looked at the starry sky.. hehe. so nice.. and i was waiting for vernon to find me. hehe! he found me! and he dun like to sleep under the bridge. so we went in to the sleep. 'to sleep below andrea in stead. argh.' vernon heng! you are starting to snore! haha!!!!!! i need earphones. MUAHA . alan wu yi zhou. hahah. u this 'bastard'. LOL.

4th dive:
sunday afternoon? because we waiting fucking long for the NUS pple to return. we never ever make ur wait for so long right? why do u have to make us wait? and in the end, u all went to rayner's rock too. so wad's ur point?! we could have went there together la! argh. we waited so long at the jetty. looking at jellyfishes again. vernon wanted to dive in. as in u know. jump down. but pple advised him not to do so. haha okay , so zhi yong and aaron decided to go snorkel snorkel. OR BI QUAK zhi yong! he came back with this sausage mouth. STUNG By jellyfish! haha! told you not to play with them. haha. so funnyyy.. "MONDAY! serve you right!"
all because they came back late, we went out late too. and it makes that our last dive. pui!

ON THE WAY BACK TO SG:
it was pouring and we were at the top of the boat. because there's no seat for us in side. haha. so okay la. we were all wet lor. haha. waiting and waiting. wanting to see dolphins. power ranger! haha! power ranger is so funny. i think he mistook me for angeline. but ya anyway, we were waiting for dolphins. until someone shouted, "DOLPHIN!" we all went out to see. haha! really! we saw dolphins. ugly pink dolphins. haha. i rmb i saw dolphins when i was little. they were curious and came quite near us. it's the blue colour one.hehe. much nicer then the pink. haha!
and we stop near mersing. dunno why. and i got high. i keep disturbing everyone. while pam was taking photos. hee. and i keep disturbing zhou. YESH. i dun care if i hit the limit. BLEAH. and i disturbed june.hehe. sorry ah girl .hehehehehe.

-this is just my wish
i really wanna go rendang. phuket.phi phi island. maldives. bali. south australia.
to DIVE. i dunno when they can be fulfilled. but i just hope they can come true.

-vern is sleeping right now. bei! hope you are feeling alright! see.! went up n down la. hehe. bei i guess you can be a DM one day too. hehe. and by that time, i cant tag along! AH! haha!

-sze yin! i'll be waiting for u to learn diving! and we can dive together! hehe!

-jy, sy,sm. we met for awhile just now. but it's just not enough! weng fai and jer too! hehe. i wan more i wan more. hehe.

- i saw fiona today. at the atrium. (: sharlene too. (: pretty babes. i didn't see grace and karyn. :(

2006-05-23T00:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY. one word that i can describe my feeling. he made the effort. i can see it.. and he still loves me very much. i love you. (: sorry for not understanding you the last few days. i should have gave u more space.
i slacked at SU after lesson today. i saw everyone i miss! everyone i wanted to see. :D
shaun, colin, karyn and grace. i even saw kai siang and joanne before my lesson. (: today is a gwreat day for me. i just went to read karyn's blog. she doesn't seem okay. but girl, it's 23rd now. (: so just forget about wad happened on 22nd. take care.. love manymany.
we slacked until 5:45. vern suggested we should go out. so we went out. (: knowing that grace was going bugis for tuition. we went there too. (: her tuition is only a hour long. so we decided to wait for her! we walked around happily. ((: we saw a nice heineken shirt man! haa! but it's too big. not as in too big horizontally. but it's too long. haha. so we walked away.
grace's so sweet! she came back with presents for all of us. doraemon bubble bubble for vernon. LOL. cute right. haha!!! a 'notebook' and a letter for me. same for fio. hehe. c; lovie. thanks girl.
we rush down to marina square. afraid that it will close before 9. and we dunno which bus can we take! so we checked like idiots we went down ms. ohhh... suckie. we bought Nothing. except for a few 'bands' . nice eh! i like! vern likes! grace likes too! (: oh ya we bought bling bling earring. haha! CHIP CHIP. $2! gwreat deal .
so much for shopping. (: we went to be nail polish models.

grace lan pi gu! hhuhhahah!
we met fio! after her work. we waited for her... missmiss. (:
i had a good day! love u all! (:

2006-05-22T00:48:00.000+08:00

haa.. singapore idol really brought up my mood a lot. i'm feeling much better. finally. yup anyway.. thanks so much everyone.. for tagging me.. (: haa i'm still thinking about that "nong nong ago" OMG. haha. anyone watched? hee. i know it's kinda stupid to watch this kind of show la. but i really need something to make me laugh. :D i tot i can relief some stress from there. my plan for today was actually to study. but i actually slacked and watch tv. heehee. that's all because i'm freaked out by the doctor.
i'm very pain now. but i dun think it's good to say it out.
it'sfreakingpainandnooneistokingtomerightnow.icantsleep.

2006-05-20T22:31:00.000+08:00

yesterday! friday! (:
i met karyn,fiona,malcom and crystal coincidentally at canteen 1! :D haha! i'm so so happy can... so i decided to ask them where are they going after school.. and they said town! to meet shaun and chickchick. haha! (i call him chickchick not becoz we are very close. i just knew him . haha. but it's because he and shaun make fun of my hamham. ) haha! they are so fun to be with. (: going out with karyn, shaun and 'chickchick' will really give you bad stomach ache. haha! laugh and laugh all the way. :D karyn and i had so much fun when we were shopping around! haha! we went to the shop at heeren to find her working pants. and the salesman there is funny can! he keep joking with us. . haa! karyn bought the khaki color pants. which i dun understand why a restaurant will ask you to wear this kind of colour pants to work? i tot it's usually black or white? hmm.. haha the salesman asked karyn too! and karyn was like ," ya la! funnny ah!" i did not forget that the salesman has colour blind. no la.. he keep digging out a new piece of shirt for me but really dun have the colour i want! haha! okay we spent much much money. cos karyn bought a suspender for shaun! so sweet right? (: a white suspender that shaun's been looking for so long. haa. i bought new slippers too. brazilian paro i think. haa . it's so expensive. $49.90 for one slippers. np student 20% off. so $39.90. 10 dollars off! don't you think it's a lot! (: hee. anyway .. i really spent alot. and i'm not working. omg. by the way, me and karyn had many many many fun taking neoprints! haa! we had so much time to decorate too. and we did so many funny pose. too bad i cant put them here because i havent had e time to scan the photos. hee.
i had fun MANYMANY yesterday. HEHE.

today was the pool practical for open waters and advance. i had nothing to do actually. so i just swim around and sun tan. haha. i really feel quite useless in divers club. this is really how i feel. because i do things that pple don't see and they will think that i nv do anything. ah fark it la. what's the point. i don't see the point. and the things i do is like nothing helping the club in anything! wad? do claims for? actually they can do it themselves one u know? i dig out the time and effort to do just to? i dunno . just to make sure everybody gets their claim. do they thank me? not even a single one of them. and i might even feel that they find me irritating because i keep chasing them for their informations. which i also feel very annoyed by myself.

i know i can't let go. it's so hard to find and it's not easy to let go too. and what happens when problems pile up? keep piling up until i find it hard to breathe. we are starting to have awkard silence. and we don't talk things out anymore. not like before...
i have friends. you have ur friends. before? you want to meet me everyday. you cant even take it when you dun meet me for a day. ya.. i think that's wad they call the honeymoon period. but so? does it mean that when day passes, we don't have the need to meet everyday anymore? now you know why i dun encourage us to meet everyday at the beginning? you see what i mean? you get bored! you will get bored of me and everything. we have our friends and we still can meet. but now .. you sae that i'm too dependent on you. i need to throw out my feeling to you. you are the one that i can turn you. but y issit you sae that i'm too dependent on you ? when i have problems with friends. i definitely must turn to you isnt it? den ? i turn to my frenz instead? what is going on............
tell me......
or save me..............
it's failing... we are trying to save this relationship ,arent we? can we make it? i want to make it. i hope it can make it. i dun want things to continue this way. i miss YOU so much. the sweet and caring you. i love what you were. i love the way you treated me before. i love you so so much. tears aren't going to help. they are not helping and will not help even. but they are the only ones who understand how i feel and really know what's inside me. they know very well that i wan to be cherished. i want the one i love to treasure me. . . . . . . . where r u... i cant feel you there any more. . can we hold hands and stroll on the beach like we used to? can you sing me sweet songs again? can you take me to the world that i've never been to before? you brought me there before. but i'm no longer there anymore. we are drifting apart from the island as well as each other. . . . . . . . .

2006-05-19T00:04:00.000+08:00

i just knew that PJC won! haha! from sy's blog. ((: congrats sy! ur school ruggers won (: conghan, don't sad :( . although i didn't watch ur play.. but i believe that ur did ur very best. 2nd is good too :D 2 right? hehe.
i watched Da Vinci code today. sorry kayrn, fiona and grace.. :( i'm so sorry that i cannot watch with you all. because i have to watch it today with vernon and zac. sorry. :( this time is i fly aeroplane. my bad.
i have nothing much to blog. my mood is downdowndown. i love school to a certain extend. that i can go everyday and meet my friends. joke around, have enough fun and laughter. that i know will happen lesser and lesser as we grow older. EMO right... but i dun care. anyway.. yup back to wad i was saying.. i love sch to a certain extend. and i hate school too. how i wish i can be in uniform again. rushing to the canteen when bell rings. packing bag 10 mins before last lesson. running across the road to stop the councillor from closing the gate. squeeze thru the gate the very very last SECOND. looking at suk mun standing beside gate singing MAJUJU SPORE. hehe!!! i rmb sm, jy and zj were always late. hehe! folding skirts and folding our blouse. like everyone in uniform, we hate to tuck our shirts. i rmb kai wen gt called up to the stage because he made that rubber thingy and got caught! haaAA! that was really fuunny.. hehe. and this stupid guy is making me laugh like hell in front of my lappy again. :D oh.. i rmb we always choose between 2 stalls. the malay stall or the chi one. haha. and zilin will always help us buy drinks. "ribena or vitasoy?" haha! can see that we have limited choices right??? and we were always late for class after every recess. because we will wait for everyone to get their food first. and we willlllll .... ladiess... " KAI DONG!" hehe!!
awww.. i really miss those days...
and samantha.. our secondary 2 life. :) i will always rmb. after every training, we will either go no.1 market to eat or s11. and we will go jp every saturday. haha. sounds stupid la.. jp.. but to us.. last time.. that's the only place we can slack and play hide n seek lor. haha! i rmbed me and yan pei were hiding in the lift. no one knows! and we pressed the lift for everyone! LAUGHS! after that. . me,sam and evon will take bus 30 back together.. hehe :) so nice.. but i always sleep on the bus. as usual . after everything. if you know me well enough.. you know i cant control and will always sleep on the bus. :( sam's papa some times will send me home! (: hee good right. but i always feel very bad when he send me home. i feel like i made his car stinks. :( hah!

i know this is a boring entry.

but i miss my sec school life.

although my love life during those days were really...... BAD.

but i have friends. who brightened my sec sch days. (:

ve,
Would you run

and never look back?

Would you cry

if you saw me crying?

And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble if I touched your lips?

Would you laugh?Oh please tell me this.

Now would you die for the one you loved?

Hold me in your arms, tonight.

Would you swear that you'll always be mine?

Or would you lie?

would you run and hide?

Am I in too deep?

Have I lost my mind?

-u can take my every breath away.

2006-05-17T22:25:00.000+08:00

yeah. karyn's gonna go gelare with me! (: this is too good to be true, i can eat my waffle ice cream once again. haha!
u know what,
i miss karyn,shaun, colin very much! i'm glad that there's DnD for FOC. if not, we wouldn't be closer den F.R.I.E.N.D.S. :D i still remember those times when we gathered at shaun's house(full of things that i LOVE. the phone! and he has so many of them! CRIES... ) but me and vern were slacking all the way(doing last minute divers' thing) but karyn and shaun were cracking their heads, thinking of ideas for DnD. the design and the programmes. :x HURUR. hehehe. all i can say is that karyn and shaun put in a lot more effort den any of us.
i really welcome u all to my house! i gave ur a scream. i was mad. really. i went like AHHHHH while pointing at shaun's face. hehe.anyway, i dunno why karyn can handle stress so well. she can stay calm and still smile all the way. HAHA.she's superb. and she always do the "BAM BAM BOO" with the PSP. hahahaha! remember the hard times when we were learning 'skateboard' stunnnns from shaun? sigh. toughhh right? *TSK TSK*
memories memories. almost all at holland village. SB. cafe, shaun's house, BK, XO beehoon(so sad.. you all dunno that i was drooling when i looked at the XO beehoon)
the way to SB.cafe....
when vernon was imitating shaun. but in the end, all of them went to imitate xingg. haha!! repeat actions!
starting from xingg--->vernon---->shaun---->colin
me and karyn were walking very fast ahead. haha!AVOID AVOID.
CRIES.
I MISS THEM VERY MUCH. :)
i calling karyn now. LOL

where are you vernon heng zi xian. ugh. i never see you for 2 days! ARGH
missmissmissmissmissmissmissmissmisss

2006-05-16T18:33:00.000+08:00

WHY WHY WHY
why am i staying at home after the short day of school??i'm released at 1 every tuesday. am i going to do this for every tuesday? then what about my galare? no more? can't eat at half price anymore. no more tuesday waffle ice cream for me. :(( i am very pissed everytime i visit her blog, xx's. i stupid-edly pressed on the 'pictures' button and i went to her multiply immediately. look at her photos! tell me which part of her looks nice? pretty? HOT? and a guy actually said she's a HOT asian woman. drop by her blog if u can. u will know how pissed i am when reading a post. i didnt wanna go.. it's just that i wanna see if she has changed her blog skin. but apparently not. still that ugly photo and the stupid posts. what is wrong with that HL milk my dear girl.. must it have a strawberry picture to show that it is a strawberry flavoured milk? i just dun understand. you like to make comments like this and making readers like me fed-up. urgh.

vernon vernon vernon. :)
i couldnt sleep last night and u acc me on the phone even though you were half asleep.
you waited for me at far east even though you were damn hungry.
you ate the sushi even though it sux and i know. haha.
i just love you more and more each day.
and 12th of june is approaching. yippie yai yai yippie yippie yai. C:

"A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, He said...no.She asked him if he would want to be with her forever....and he said no.She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry,and once again he replied with a no.She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming downher face the! boy gra bbed her arm and said....You're not pretty you're beautiful.I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever.And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die..." awwwwww- so sweet right. it's an email i just received . hehe. :) from weng fai and samantha. i wondered why must all email be chain mail. forcing pple to forward and spread. haha.

**CRY
what's with that 9pm show. i watch it every day and i think a lot everyday! HOWS! this is not right. conclusion: should be pity edmund lee because he's trying to get rid of the nasty girl? but he started everything. and he cheated on his wife so many million times. like, everything is too late at this point of time, isn't it? i don't even understand why fann wong forgave him so many hundred times.

**giggles

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YyX5BOrSGF8&search=funny%20advertisement

**FAMILY TIME
i forgot to blog all about mothers' day! the 3 bears love their mummy. the one and only mummy they have. although she's like so unreasonable at times... *hiackhiack

and this is our sushi ! have more. but only took this picture. :C we spent the whole morning doing sushi! :C and we finish them by ourselves. so poor thing. relatives all REFUSE to eat. so sad.

2006-05-16T00:57:00.000+08:00

i'm so happy so happy. :) i finally got the time to relax at home. so happy cos i finish all my tutorial!! hehe! but the thing is i dunno how to do international trading. c'est difficile! :( i went town today with beibei.haha. sounds like a girl's name .. nvm right,vernonica?? HEHE. i watched MI 3!! yeah! nice show man! 4.5 stars! ****1/2*. lol. i went to search for wallet but i really cant find. how. how how. i'm very very desperate for a wallet. i dun wanna dirty my white wallet , i wanna keep it. but i'm still happy today. :)) goodnight.

2006-05-13T00:58:00.000+08:00

see the egg. it's so cute right.. heart shape. from cine! the food court at the basement. it's in a $7 big combo that (vernon, zhou,jun hong, kenneth) ate that day. i didn't join them.. the quantity is too scary for me! iggy the piggy introduced it to them but he went to buy KFC . DUH.

(2 eggs, 1 plate of fries, cole slaw, baked beans, beef, chicken.) did i miss out anything? i hope not. it's really unforgettable man. the serving is scary to me. haha.

went to watch poseidon with my family today. i told fiona i was lazy to go out.. but a free movie! so why not! hehe. just for a movie.. :) got transportation some more. hehe. love to sleep in his car. so nice.. got cushion to hug. poseidon's a nice show! nice not very nice okie? like
/*/*/*/ / / -3 out of 5 stars. or many 3n a 1/2. hehe AGREE? okay to be honest, i really wanna watch MI 3. but dunno whether is it possible. sighhh.

we bought the new phone, 6280 for my mom. it's mother's day soon! hehe. so i guess i'm spending my weekend with my family again. (:
i went out with sy and sm yesterday. haha. bought a new pants! blackk . (: happy although it wasnt what i was searching for the whole day. i wannted to buy a white one but so sad... there's no more size S. and i look better in the black one according to them . hehe. (; i trust their taste. although they say mine sux! arh. HAHA! i went mad yesterday. i was giggling all the way down the escalator at far east. hehe i dunno why . they were like telling me stuff , i was listening but giggling dunno for what. MADD ME. i spent so much yesterday. i bought 2 more AE tee. they are fake but they look so much nicer than wad i bought online. sighh. i just don't trust online shopping anymore. first is the birken that is too big for me. second is the AE tee which is too big for me again. sighhh.
anyone out there thinks that michelle is HOT? cos i definitely disagree. her figure is like.. emm.. i dunno how to say. i dunno why zac says she's HOT! sy and sm agree with me man! she look she fake in the recent cleo magazine. i dunno what to say but i can only say that jessica alba's the best. haha.
goodnight people.
i miss u all.
espcially karyn, fiona, grace
and VERNONica HENG.

2006-05-08T23:28:00.000+08:00

lost and found! i found my stuffs.
1. pencil case
2. birkenstock
3. roxy sweater
where are they? my pencil case was hiden under the cushion of my chair. ~~what the hell!~~
this is my birkenstock tracking list
karyn--->vanessa--->karyn--->pamela--->chris black--->alvin bugger.--->SU!
my birkenstock that i left in the hotel is at SU! OMG!! i'm so so happy.. they are the 3 impt stuff i must have like everyday man.. thanks lots ALVIN!! :)) i'll treat u a drink! ((: hehe. karyn started the link though. haha! no matter how long is the link.. as long as it will link to my birken, den i will be happy again. haha.
roxy sweater .. my house thief. "jia zei nan fang" JOANNA LIN XIAO MEI. she always ask me not to take her things without permission den what is this? ~~likewhathefiack~~

HAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPYHAPPY

yesterday we went to play paint ball at discovery centre. so fun can..! 2 teams altogether.
team green "above 175 tallies" : weng fai , kah hwee, guo kiang, sze yin, suk mun.
team "all blacks" "shorties": cong han, jeremy koh, kai quan, joo yun, emily.
the no. accurate guy is weng fai! piang.. look where he shot me.. upper body some part la.. sian.. blue black already. argh! sy tio one one the leg.. blue black straight after tht. haha. sm and jy also have... jy kena her lower body some some part too! hahaa!! so fun so fun. the balloon bursting one is still the fun-nest. HAHA! like it was exciting!! hehe! me and suk mun were so kuku in the last game. we were shooting each other but with no bullets! haha! then the girl was shouting very loudly, "girl no more round! what are u shooting??! " hahaha... :)) hehe. *BLUR*

i'm so behind my classmates. i was sick for so many days and i missed so many classes. sigh. but luckily it's only week 2 lessons that i missed. i will KETCHUP. :))
i'm okay already friends! i'm well now! hehe! thank you so much for all of ur care. i can't wait for friday's holiday. long weekend again. GOOD right? but i still prefer holiday on monday. no one feels like going to school on monday isn't it? monday blues. to me, i only like to go school on Friday. HAHA.

i had a bad experience just now. i was damn scared that i almost cried. i took 78 from clementi central and was too engrossed in the tv show that i overshot.. i alighted in the factory area. all the ah bu nei nei were hanging around the factories, some grabbing the fence from inside. and big dogs barking at me. sighhh. i was damn scared can!! u know how far was i from the main road? ahh....... so i called my mom, tell her the route and waited for her. but she was so blurr! she missed the road and went the other side.. she went round and round but couldn't find me. finally she came. PHEW. thank god. :D i'm not scared about what eh, i'm scared that they rob me! i dunno why.. i hold on to my handphone so so so tight. haha. oh ya, i saw a girl carrying the new 7380. the second version of my lipstick phone! it's so much bigger than my phone. yucks. haha. i dun like. hehe. i still like my phone. i missed it so much. i look at my lippy fone everyday because it's on my desk. i dun wanna change it one, i just find it very useless but it's very nice and unique. and i'm very caution of its whereabout.. not like my new phone. i always misplace it. den make the pple around me gan jiong. hehe.

okay i'm off to bed. i miss vernon. so i'm gonna meet him in my dream. my hubby. (:

2006-05-06T16:09:00.000+08:00

ah haa i got no pictures of last nite. because i left my digi cam there when i last angrily. i asked fiona to help me keep first. hmm.. i'm getting photos from grace. :)) last nite was i dunno how to say. i'm happy and i'm sad. i'm happy because i was busy busy at first with karyn.but i didnt take any photo with her. i didnt dare to approach her. okay i can't eat anything. so i told vern i need to eat before i can take my medicine. so he told me he go smoke smoke first. and den he disappeared for like 20 minutes. he's back.. 1 min later the waitress serve me a bowl of porridge la! :D so sweet right? heehe. he bluff me... he said he went to smoke.. okay la he smoked but he went across the street to buy food for me and ask the waitress to serve me in their bowl. before that i was like starring at them makan-ing. i can say basically i was alone after that. i watched the fashion show and all.. but after the show, all of them were outside the ballroom. hang around outside taking pictures. so i joined my 'vrudder' -crystal- they all and take take take photos. after taking photos, they went in to the ballroom and dance. i didnt wanna go because i was sick.. throat was itching like hell... and head spinning too. so i sat on the sofa with crystal. looked around, all the others were taking photos. mainly karyn and vanessa. so again, i was doing nothing. not even talking with brudder because all of us were like half-dead. so i decided to call vernon. he never pick up. and okay i dun wan to continue. that's so much for my FOC DnD.

feelings:
-serene was gorgeous last night. she's cute :)) shaun and serene make a good pair. :D

-why give people that look in yours eyes like as if you have all the power in your hands? we don't owe you anything. to me, u are not my creditor. i dun owe you any thing. we are friends, aren't we? why make it like.. you give me the feeeling... "I'm the boss here. do as i say."

-do u think you are very cool? like very sexy and all? like wow wow wow? -puke. what karyn say was right. And you are a real disgusting piece of shit.

2006-05-05T10:22:00.000+08:00

do you like this photo as much as i do?

i'm feeling like this photo. i'm like a sick baby staying at home. i wanna go school... but i'm so so weak.. and i'm scared that if i go school today, my fever will come back and i wouldnt be able to go for DnD. cannot cannot...

2006-05-04T20:54:00.000+08:00

i went to see a doc today. but the medicine is not working for me. i dunno why. i still got no voice. vernon blur blur.. i msg him in the morning saying that i got totally no voice and he still calls. -.- i can't tok! argh all can do is type out wad i wanna say to my friends. i cannot dun tok.. i feel like shyt. now i know how 'they' feel. you should know what i'm trying to say? i'm not discriminating them.. i'm just saying that i know how they feel now. but i guess that's wad sms-es are for?
i missed a tutorial lesson.. IFA.. frenz, i know tutorials are impt.. and i nv nv wanna skip any of them but i got no choice! u know my throat was burning HOT? this is the first time i'm sick for so long and so serious. this morning my fever went down, so i told the doc "i dun think i still have fever u know.. "
"no no.. i must check."
"orh okay.."
TEET.
"u see.. 38 ah.. still got fever."
alamak... i can't feel at all.. all i know is my throat is burning. today is the day that i spoke the least. haha! maybe that's why i turn to my blog. cos i can write them down.. wahaha! sorry pple, i know ur find posts all boring. . hee. i think i'm putting u to sleep .. hee
vernon is still in school. my dear, aren't you tired? i wanna hear ur voice badly.. :( but i' m sure u're enjoying urself there. hee :)) *hugs
i'm so excited.. DnD is tomorrow! hee. i'll be at the counter as receptionist for the whole nite because i didn't pay. :(( i can't eat any thing anyway.. boo...
pple.. i did a very stupid thing today.. i took out all the medicine i'm supposed to eat.. i swallow one by one.. and I FORGOT LOZENGES IS FOR SUCKING. i swallow it too.. -.- wasted! LOZENGES is so nice! :(( i wan more i wan more. hee.
okay tat stupid show is showing now.. tat fann wong show. i hate her to the CORE. but ... i still wanna watch . HAHA! robert the 'loan shark' just called. chasing for the photos money, $3.50. hehe no la kidding! he help me pay first. hehe. thanks a million!! :))

save me..

2006-05-03T19:57:00.000+08:00

yea .. i'm sick again. thanks to the snacks i took yesterday. but no no.. before that i was coughing already. when i went to town. i went to town alone yesterday because of the skirt and i came back to school after that. but when i was at far east , i met cariscia (spelling?) ..argh.. embarrassed. wad the hell am i doing at town alonee?? okay nvm.. den i walked a few more steps and i met grace. this time.. not so much of shame shame because she knows i'm coming for wad purpose. hate to see friends in town when i'm alone. :((
ya and is this how u care for me? i went all the way from LT73A to SDAR office at the far end when i having fever. i carried all the posters myself. okay i know this is not anyone's fault.. it was jon. he's supposed to carried it down and jia xun said jon push it to me. okay fine.. nvm.. i went there and came back.. on the way back, i realised they left one last poster outside the LT. ah fark.. i forgot to bring it along.. shyt.. i should have check.. sigh. now jia xun got to carry it home and bring it down to SDAR office again the next time he comes. i know you are stressed over a lot of things. i'm so happy that so many pple turn up for today's meeting. and now the meeting is over. :) but i'm seriously not feeling well.. but i'm the one who called you and asked where are u and all that stuff.. and i told you this, "i'm having fever.. i just measured .. 38 degree. "
you: "orh okay. "
sigh. . do you know or dunno that i was very disappointed that's why i hang up the phone... i still said bye bye .. i'm not angry.. i'm just very sad .. this is the way u treat me when u are stressed up.. i dunno if i treated you like this when you are sick.. but i definitely dun like this feeling. of being neglected.. .. you just called to apologise... but... sigh.. i dunno .. i'm tired.. maybe i should rest after doing my tutorial work.... nite everyone.

2006-05-02T21:11:00.000+08:00

busy day.. i was busy the whole of today. classes so pack everyday but today exception. my class ended at 1! only on tuesday. :(( so at one i went to canteen one and eat. And samantha came along with this!,

"eh eh eh still got still got! -she took out the white chocolate
okok thank you thank you sam!
wait! still have!!!! -the dark chocolate appeared
huh? how many!! hehe!!
den she took out the card.

tell me, am i lucky? or am i lucky? HAHA! you are full of surprises, my dear.. hee thank you so much! samantha is always so sweet. :) girl dun always cheer me up and forget about urself. you need to cheer up too! samantha is always there for me and i'll always be there for her too! ((: -i simply love samantha gan-

know why i say today was a busy day? because i came back at 7 and exercise until 9. -_- i need exercise. i need to exercise real bad. look at me... :(( all the paper work for claiming of subsidy is finally completed! darn happy. :)) i draggg it for so long then jun wei keep chasing after me for the claim.. now it's finally down. oh ya anyway.. sze yin can't make it.. she can't join us for scuba diving course. i'm so sad to hear that.. but nevermind, you can always learn later and we will go diving together real soon ya? hehe!JUMP* wengfai! i agree with wad u blogged! u said u are starting to hate LT45. i tell you.. i hated it since 24/05/05! -first day of poly life- why BA students have lecture there? why can't they let us have it at LT51 or something? at least not that far ... my god.. it's really far from our block, 72!! i saw jooyun today. finally.. after sch reopen for so long den we bumped into each other.but I WANT MORE . :D

MOST IMPORTANTLY , I LOVE MY MR VERNON HENG.

2006-05-01T20:10:00.000+08:00

i've been so so happy. hehe.but i lost in mahjong yesterday! at first i was winning lor.. somebody la.. haha. mr V. at first, he was distracted by the show, batman begins. i was winning his money.. haha.. den... when the show finished, my stomach pain pain.. cos i took medicine. haa, someone's back. but i'm distracted now. by the show, 'fantastic four'. suck... i watched it before. but i wanna watch again. haha! so my turn to get distracted. and mr V suddenly "hu! 5 tai! " . mrs V threw one! dieeee.... my $6.40..all my winnings.... at the end of game, i lost $9 to mr V. he won all. we lost. haha!

yesterday i went out with karyn,shaun.. and of cos my mr V!. we went to buy the dress. hmm.. i'm too short for it. diao... spent $156. mommy paid. haha.

photos that i took!

this is karyn! the laughing machine. haha!

this is zac! argh. i cant stand this photo.

this is my boyfriend and joshua! LOST! hehehe.. he refused to act cute. but once i keep my hp, he started acting cute again. argh.

this is rei! he's giving the innocent face. hiack hiack. call him "girlgirl"

colinn. "to prevent hangover.stay drunk.". haa! excuse me,sir... this is long john.. -_-

here comes my PRINCE! MR VERNON HENG. MR 'na bu high high'. hehe

2006-04-30T01:38:00.000+08:00

today i went town! same as yesterday. very boring hur?
today i'm suppose to look for pretty dress but in the end never. haha. okay la we went to the wisma shop and found something nice so i think i'm buying that. tmr den see how? cos i'm going to scotts with fiona and karyn tmr. hee. after crapping and eating with them, i went to bryan's birthday at hotel. haa. they were damn noisy.. next door got pple complain and the security came. hee. i left early. around 11 plus. okay i didnt get to know anyone new.. just maybe you know... smile la. haha. okay anyway.. girls, look at this http://urbanlegends.about.com/library/bl_breast_larvae.htm
it's gross... damn disgusting.
and i'm very scared now. i need to go check up. shyt.
argh i need to see a doc! for like many reasons. damn it.
yeah i got a goodie bagg! cool man! haha! FREE MOUSE worth of $40! LOL! sux la .. i tried and i'm using it now. it's so damn lousy can. tell you, do not buy travel PAC mouse because i got 2 for free and they suk. :D *Free den nevermind! HAHA
ug.. i'm very disappointed in my cousin, ah de. i didnt know he will become like that. it's is toooo.....sigh.. i tot the only bad thing about him is that he total ignore his studies but i got to know something worse. sigh. which made me soo mad but i can't do anything. is he gonna continue like this? i think so because he just started. Actually i dun wanna bother, but what if he got into something serious???? ah i dun wanna care . dun care dun care. heck!

2006-04-29T00:27:00.000+08:00

my new blog skin! vern's at zouk now. ya wad, he's at zouk and i'm at home blogging. DUHH.
i havent finish den weng fai tagged me. haha! i'm very happy today. because i spent the whole day with good friends. in the morning at after was cheryl and vernon. evening was sy and sm. hehe. aiya i can blog about today already because jy knows everything. argh. spoil plan. haha! now no more surprise for her. i dun like to see karyn sad. karyn cheer up kae, love youu. i remember you said you love me too. hahaha! i'm a lil crazy. forgive me please. ever since just now lor.. all sy and sm's fault. make me so high. haha! the other reason why i'm so high it's because i'm very broke. i cannot be down because i will cry lo! okay nevermind, drop that topic. haha.
i really love the 2 hamsters a lot a lot. because they are like OUR pet. hee. i repeat, OUR. hehe. most imptly, they don't bite! but the problem is.. i think they are either both female or male because they don't mate. .disappointed. tammy tammy! it's all my father's fault.. i cant bring you home. i'm damn sad. i wanna see her. i wann her to sleep beside me again. :(( doon't get this wrong, tammy is a dogg, my yi-ma's doggie. my precious. ((:
tmr i'm going out with karyn to look for dnd outfit! haha! sunday too! but sunday got fiona! yippie! hee.
bei. i trust you. i really do. but .. sigh. nvm, i'm happy today. i shall sleep now. GOODNIGHT! :D

2006-04-28T00:47:00.000+08:00

(: thanks to those who cheered me up (:
and thanks wf that you tagged
thanks sam that you care for me so much! (:
hehe. love you all .
it's okay.i'm alright now. trying very hard to be but i'll.
i saw sam yesterday! so so so happpy! she's as cute as evaa.. haha
don't don't don't rebond your hair, sam... hhehe.
i had the same lecture as bei , cheryl and fiona ytd! so happy! you know what..
i think fiona is the prettiest in foc.. ((: haha sounds so wrong but i dun care. cheryl.. i see her like almost everydae and she always bring snacks to lecturess! haha! so sweett of her... always share wif me ((: awww.. hehe.. !
karyn karyn karyn. i see her everyday at booth too. but i got no chance to talk to her :(
i think i frightened alvin that day. i'm so sorry..
i just celebrated my bro's birthday for him! haha! we took a few photos with my mom.. hehe happy happy.
most importantly , vern sent me the most touching message on earth! (okay la maybe to me la hehe)
it goes like this, "in the dark i think nothing of due, just the tot of cute little you.
your lips taste ever so sweet, makes me miss your every skip .
loving you has made me full, giving life it's every dew.
can i feel i'm in too deep, nevertheless, i'm treasing every bit.
tormenting me when you're not with me, loving you every moment i breathe. "
-e sweetest msg i've receieved in my whole life-
-from the sweetest lover i can ever find-
okay that's it. i'm sleeping at cloud 9 tonight. do not disturb. night night!

2006-04-25T13:04:00.000+08:00

alvin asked me ," why sian sian.. what happened?"
den i suddenly cried. dun ask me why please. i've written everything down on a piece of paper. this feeling is exactly the same when i was in pri 5! exactly the same thing happened! like everyone isolates you and dun wanna tell you why. if i did something wrong. something that pissed you off pleaseee tell me..

2006-04-25T00:28:00.000+08:00

loneliness. this is wad i'm feeling right right now.
i felt that i lost a friend. when i'm coming closer to the fren . . she distant herself away from me. can i like ask for some one to be there for me.. cos i really need some one now.. a friend. that can understand how i'm feeling.
the sense of guilt is there.
i felt that i have done nothing to the dnd committee.
karyn, if it's better for me not to be the receptionist.. maybe can tell me? den i will not be .. i promise.
.
.
.
i've changed phone. but i dun feel good about it. i seriously need to change phone that's why i seeked for people's opinion. . but now that i've bought the phone. i don't really dare to use it. .

2006-04-23T00:17:00.000+08:00

today ... i went to suntec convention!
dive asia .. hehe! so nice.. but sigh. to my disappointment, naui booth was like shit. so ugly. look at padi's and SSI ? sigh.
okay la, i understand that george is more tradition, like wad vern said.
but i think if he really put in more effort .. to make his things more fashionable, his shop too. i think he will make big money. but i can say that his website is nice. i like. haha. i didn't buy anything today. vern bought mash bag! cheap cheap .. hehe. happy seh he! haha. he's so proud that he bought cheap and good stuff that he showed it to everyone. haha! cute right.. he's mine. bleah. oh ya, we went around collecting free stuff! haha! stickers and stickers. so typical singaporean right??hehe. but it's really like we are broke! that's why we did that. hee.
after all the 'collection' , it was makan time! i guess i should just sum up everything.
karyn called! when i was walking to marina square! haha. i tot she was at town okay.. but to my surprise.. some pple was at marina square too! haha! so we met up for a short while. hehe. to see the IS tube dress. karyn said she may be getting it for d n d as well as for her cousin's wedding. budget! but me too! i need to get one nice nice and cheap cheap one. i told my sister about it just now. and she wans to help..! yip yip hurray. ((:
vern came my house after we went town for awhile. so sweet. i am so happy today. vern made me the happiest ggirl today. hehe. no no.. should be everyday. but today is extra duper super happy. hehe. Cheers. haha! love you bb!

2006-04-22T02:22:00.000+08:00

it's chico tyme~
i have some thing to say. i miss vernon heng! wakie wakie!
i gave him so many miss call! sigh. think he switched to silent mode. so sad.
now my turn , lonely.
just now was vernon.hAHA! pang seh him go orh orh.. den he called karyn. LOL
now karyn's sleeping too! sian. left me alone.... ya but anyway. i'm not very happy.
i dunno what i'm unhappy with. but just very sad.
is he trying very hard to draggg our relationship ? like he doesnt love me that much anymore . and like.. sick and tired of me.
ahhhhhhhhh.......enough said.
i'm tired again.
.
goodnight.
no.. i'm going to find blog skins.

2006-04-20T02:04:00.000+08:00

today..
shaun , colinn, karyn and my precious came to my house! hehe.
before they came, vern kena cheated to sentosa. 'DRAG ' there i guesssed! because he was in jeans and shoes.
i changed my hair colour, brown-black? chocolate? eh hee i think your imagination's not so bad. ((: i guess the reason why i change my hair colour is because i'm sick on ghim mor. 'gold hair'. haha. se rio us ly, do i look like ... eh hmm.. ah lian?
okay, back to topic. THEY CAME TO MY HOUSE! . ((:
at first.. slack in my room. then after slacking in my room, we changed to basement. we played mahjong! haha! losers drink . (BEER). we can all see that shaun was super duper stressed. because of the dinner and dance thing. he's like doing so many things. i'm not good in design , so i cant help. that's what makes me feel bad. i can't helpp. sighs. i'm a receptionist for d n d. so i guess i can only help out ON the actual day. hmm. .yep . sorry shaun! but if there's anything i can do.. please tell me. oh ya why am i saying all this here ? haha
some how.. i feel that cong han has changed. i dunno why. but he's like neglecting 'us' ? i dunno whether does he neglect sze yin. yep. i dunno. i just hope that things will not continue like this. :((

2006-04-19T02:13:00.000+08:00

KARYN!(vernon's scandal) :)) she's a gwreat fren. ((: hee i'm happy! hehe i'm very happy! i'm on the phone with karyn, shaun, non-non. hehe! i look very ugly in this photo. suck. but i dun care. hehee.. taken outside food republic.. ((: we went ard orchard looking for places to hold our d'n'd. yeah man! we are going to have d and d! this is going to be my first d n d. damn .. i have to spend money again. stikkos.. sy nv reply me. so sad. sad. foc camp is like full of crap.. sigh. many many scandals.. i think it's like kind of normal but some are really too much. -----> your must be wondering when i sae vernon's scandal a good fren right.. YA LOR! i also dunno why! sigh. HAHA! medic tag me! hehe.

2006-04-17T01:01:00.000+08:00

----------------JULY BABY --------------
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself.
Has reputation. Easily consoled.
Honest. Concerned about people's feelings.
Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times. Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.
Caring and loving. Treats others equally.
Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp.
Judges people through observations.
Hardworking. No difficulties in studying.
Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends.
Waits for friends. Never looks for friends.
Not aggressive unless provoked.
Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days

2006-04-15T23:02:00.000+08:00

my father is so god damn funny can...??!
just now my father ,my sister and i went to the market outside my house to makan makan..
they finished the food earlier den me lar.. cos i was still 'digging' the fishh... haha!
very nice seh.. haha..
so my sis asked me : "wad u digging sia?"
me : uh uh sia! nice siaaa...
haha i think u all are getting irritated by my sia sia sia thing..
den my sis laughed.. "where u learn this from? haha i know! u know some malays?"hehe
yup yup!
den we left leh..
my father suddenly said, "let's go ! uhuh! "
I STUNNED!! me and my sis looked at each other!!
we really really didnt expect him to sae that !!
den we started laughing and laughing.
guess wad he said later ?
he said , "i know i know!! basket knn ccb FUCK! "
hahaha i reallly laughed my ass out!!
can roll on the floor alr!
hahaha..
ok.. my father cheered me up again.
i suddenly thot of those days at adelaide..
hee.. i love my father . some times... ((:
now i know how my mummy fell for my pa..
my mummy is like my sis and me.. we like guys like that.. hehe.
.
okay, today i went to sentosa with foc frenz.. ((:
sigh. bad day. unlucky for me.. i didnt know it will be so bad ..
i accidentally stuff 2 tampons in can!! super painnnn.... )):
bad encounter. sucky experience .
always with the tampons. idiot..
.
how long can i keep this to myself?
i don't wanna stress anyone.
i dun wanna think too much.
i dun wan anything to change. anymore.
i se rio us ly don't want. if really has to change. i have no say.
can we
hide inside ourselves and leave the world behind
And make believe there's something left to find?

.
now .. i dunno how to express myself
not in any language.
only the language that i understand. in my heart and my mind.

2006-04-14T16:31:00.000+08:00

hey all you dravidas fan
let me see u clap ur hand
now that u've got the beat
let me see u stamp ur feet
now that u've got the groove
let me see ur body move
now that u've seen our grace
let me see you suit our pace.
OOH AAH BOO YAH!
.
I'M BACK FROM CAMP!
FOC ATLANTIS 06/07
hahaha... so happy.
okay i wouldnt say that this yr's camp is more fun than last yr's.
but i would say that it's very different.
"we were once freshies. " - from GLs
haha. true enough hur! we were once freshies.so we had different fun!
as freshies, you have nothing to worry about..
just waiting and waiting for next activity to begin.
as dravidas(camp crew, 'backstage') we do shyt for camp
but we had our fun. we crap, we bond , we cry together.
from strangers to friends that cry together.. wooo.. hehe
i don't feel that there's gap between gls and crews.
but of cos we do different things and don't get to bond with each other.
we spent so much time of our hols just to make new frenz and have fun in camp.
and i didnt regret. :))
IT'S THE EXPERIENCE THAT COUNTS. HAHAH!
day -1 and 0 ,
we did nothing much la.. just slack and wash canvas sheets..
haha
day 1! welcome the freshies! haha
pink hairband, YOU ARE HOT! hahaha!! :X
day 2!
station games. it was too scary..
trial camp we only had one casualty. (hui juan)
but ACTUAL CAMP, We had so mannnyyy casualties..
me and jun wei closed our eyes like ffyuk once they start running to the canvas..
heart became so weak SIA.
medi, jon was with us all along SIA.
but we had A LOT of fun SIA.
hahaha.. all the SIA SIA SIA.
uh uh sia. haahah!
day 3!
pool games! half of the crews including me were at pool games.. haha
dive and dive ... swim and swim...
nice!! i nv swim for one month can!!!
so you should know how happy i was when i jumped into the pool SIA..
at night, was the campfire..
haha.. this yr's freshies huh... OMG la..
dance like... eh... you should la.. when all lights are out.. haha........
last year we were not that bad lor!! tsk tsk tsk.
hmm... the balloons.. STUPID SIA!
they dont let us lift up the barrier..
so we got to use our hands and slowly throw down ..
can you imagine.. the balloons thing was a surprise ..
after the camp chief said, "...campfire closed!"
we threw the balloons down.
but it was so damn slow la! only four of us throwing leh.
so you will see 8 balloons falling each time.. haha
damn kuku right??haa
okay... i forgot a lot things.
so i shall stop here.. hehe
nothing interesting right?!
:))
tiring ah... i came back last night at 2 plus..
nice sleeppppp... zzzz...
cheryl! "i think my sleeping bag is longer.... "
ras " clap! let's go!"
pink "char char.. pooooo"
meena and hida "uh uh sia..hahahaha"
joanne " tmr i going back to obs.... :("
...
i wonder.. if i'm going back nxt yr..
i will only be a senior camp crew..
like shingo , gu... hmmmm.............
.
I MISS STIKKOSSS....

2006-04-07T00:18:00.000+08:00

my internet is cocked up again. sigh.
yesterday was another HAPPY day!
i went to my godpa's warehouse to get shorts for titans.
i spent $20 .
den we took a cab down to westmall to meet shamm and cwystal.
i spent another $5 on cab.
i bought a cordless phone because someone was nagging at me.
i spent $79.
we went to the mama shop to get shyt from the uncle. you know that kind , $10 per pack .
not for me. it's for vern. haha
but i bought cleo magazine and it sux.
i spent $4.20 on it.
so we took a cab down to school again.
on the way, WE SAW A MONKEY CROSS ROAD.
AND IT WAS GOING TO THE BUS STOP.
you know wad, we imagine it going up the bus ,
drop its banana into the coin thing.
and uncle's jaw will drop. HAHA!
i didnt pay for this trip . vern paid the $1.50 for me.
okay, we were at SU rotting. as usual.
then i helped oannes ..hehe finally some thing for me to do.
cut the stickers for themm..hehe.. cut until my finger pain.
but it was very fun.. i'm faster den TAZ! NEH NEH NI BOO BOO. hee kidding la.
actually we want to go watch ice age 2. but he suddenly like say, "watch it with them on
fri okie? " "okay."
so we had nothing to do at suntec tower.
den after that they decided to go grace's house. i wanted to go.. but i wanted to go suntec even more.
because i really wanna get my nalgene bottle. AND I GOT IT! hehe.
post the picture some other time .. hehe
so i spent $24 on it. this.. i'm happy.hehe
we went to sakae and had dinner buffet. i signed! first time.. using my debit card. so happy.
total bill was $79. *grrrrrr
okay we continue to shop around.

vern and cwystal bought a pair of earrings. vern one, cwystal one. a star-shaped earring.
so we continue walking walking.... to citylinkk...
and to bus stop. HOME we go! hehe
but i didnt tok much on the bus.. me and shamm were quite quiet hur!
because the 2 were toking F' language. duhh..shamm and me dont even understand a shyt.
la la la .. went home.. SLEEP.
that's for this stupid post. so useless and redundant. don't have to post actually.
but i post because i got some thing else to remember and take notice.
but okay anyway.... ((:
got to blog for today.
went to vern's house... took fat fat and cola home! (2 hamsters)hehe.
yeah they are in my house now,so happy... hehe
just went to read jy's blog.
i really dunno where to check the mails?
i really dunno... den i dunno any thing about my shirt...
just get information from jy's blog..
that i may be receiving it late.. sigh.
nvm.. as long as it's gonna reach me.. i'm happy. just hope it doesnt take a year.
i'm not happy now. i was happy in the day. but now i dunno why i feel sad.

pacific paradise

2006-04-04T19:06:00.000+08:00

HEY! i'm happy today.very happy cos i'm rotting at home. for one day. finally.

jy, how you know peony pink is outta stock? i went to livejournal and find but cant! hehe. yup i'm goona have the same color as jy, hehe. she said she doesnt mind! ((: hehe. know why i'm so happy today? cos i went facial in the afternoon! happy! and after facial, i bought escada pacific paradise! hehe. the box is too nice. so i bought it. . hehee. hope someone will find it nice!

life's unfair! very unfair. why issit vernon has so much hair to do whatever hair style he wans. and i dont? i like his new hairstyle. nice man! ho man oh! haha.picture sending failed. so i cant post add image here. little emily saying, "wah liew". hahaah.. i guess you know how happy am i today. but vern is not so happy. because he's sick.. and i'm not with him. the redken hair show should be starting very soon,7pm. omar brought him there. lucky hur! hehe. hope you enjoy the show!

you know what? i find this perfume tooooo fruitty. ~~DIE.~~

SY! congrats! you are first in class! hehe. you know.. u are first because you have the ability leh! and dont say that ur results [B O E] is lousy. maybe they set the paper so hard just to scare the shyt outta of you? hehe. if you wana say that you are lousy, then the others are lousier than you. haha!

2006-04-03T14:27:00.000+08:00

ugly day. hair sux. ugly clothes. stomach upset. i wanna go home.. feel so sick . told vernon i have gastric pain but he said, "don't worry lah. awhile only" so sad. my is appointment is at 2 . but i went in at 2:10 . TOO LATE! i don't have spanish to take. only left with french! sigh! i got to take french again. and no more photography class! only left with global cities. wad the hell? i dun even know what that course is about and i can only choose that. sux. this coming sem , is class is 4 hours. freaking long hur! hammmm hamm....my IS class is on monday. half of the sem is 1-5pm. the other half is 8-12pm.
let's all pray that our camp will be a successful one. cos our wet weather games are kinda not complete. but we spent so much time doin for day 3. all thanks to rasidye .. if not, i dun think we can do soo much.
i bought AE polo t with jy. the spree thing. haha. can it be trusted? but i still wanna thanks jy! hehe. thank you! ((:
i hate him. he thinks like he's very powerful. AS IF!
argh. it's just not my day! i need you by my side... i need them to talk to me. i can't keep quiet the whole day. am i contributing to the games thing? i'm sorry but i just have no ideas cos my brain is half dead alr. after so many days.

2006-04-02T15:55:00.000+08:00

YO ! MY SWEET BLOOGEE!

i must must blog about yesterday.

let's count how many meet up-s we will have in this month, april.yesterday was the first meet up. hehe. SO HAPPY!don't you find this neo-print very nice? look at sm.. she's so sweet.hee. and i look so idiotic. muaha! the 2 gers at the back are so cute.. they like swinging so happily. AHA super nice hur! hehe.sm .. sorry for all the trouble i caused.. i made u walk back to take the birken for me.. i received my 2nd pair of BIRKEN! it's ugly. freaking ugly. super duper ugly. it doesnt look good on me.' TOTALLY'! why does it look so good on otherS?i think i have ugly feet. CHEE. I SWEAR. SIGH. anyway.. wad's the point of regretting. so sad. love you girls! you all tried so hard to find the FBT shorts that i want. we went rounds and rounds at queensway just to look for FBT shorts.. it's for my coming 7 days camp. 7 DAYS my dear. can't believe it man.. cant believe how smelly my clothes will become at the end of 7 days. especially when i don't have enough shorts! freaking shit.

i went to sentosa on 31st. with foc fwreenz. at first.. the girls went opposite to sun tan. i went to join de gers when the guys were playing in the water. not long after i decided to sun tan.. the SUN disappeared. o m f g you know? and so we went back to join the guys. volleyball-ing. i miss BolleyBall so much but i just dont wanna join them. because i dont like to hear this, "i tot you were in school team?" ..sigh.WERE. pls f care that i'm from school team can? i'm like very lousy okay? i suck at it! and i have lost touch of vball! long ago! i went to join the gers again.. they were chit-chatting. hehe. so i joined in... and i listened.. i had great fun that day. but i was just very angry with the sun. so sad that the sun doesn't like me. haha. i like them(shalene and grace). they'r nice .. hehe.. karyn didn't come.. she's nice too. very caring. hehe.the ech people are good girlfwrens.. hehe.. like pam, mei ying, cwystal.. they are all nice people.. maybe because they are from ech ,they are all so caring man. haha. CREWS, i dont have to say this but you all know that i love ya! ((:

2006-03-27T01:02:00.000+08:00

look at how silly we were
sy! i just went to ur blog huh. my sweet girl, you look good in dress too! =) i agree! disgusting DXO crowd!But that night was memorable... not because of the pple there or the music.. but it's because of YOU! everybody.. sy is my sexy dance partner. don't try to take her away like wad that white t-shirt guy did.
baobei.. i'm sorry for that night too. =( i know u couldnt sleep.
i'm sorry. no more next time.. =)
.
.
went out with sy and wf to HUNT for jer's present. wad a present! haha! we 'changed' jer! haha! that's our motive. hahha.. it's nice okay... =P
we met up with sm later for pepper lunch. superb! yummy.
sigh.. got to leave.. i left them after the dinner.. i went to grace's house. chey.. i tot was her birthday party.. actually... nopE! it wasnt her birthday.. and i went there for like not more den a hour.. cos she was going australia .. DUH!
nvm.. we went to holland village to eat. BREKO. haha.. ok ok everything was nice.. including the beer.. =P i was having ulcer.. and i am still having ulcer. shyt. fried food sux now. =(
beer is yummy.
always.
haha!
sorry sy!! made u drink that night.. hehe .. our games all involves drinking.. .. (:
i'm so happy this few days..
this time round.. i really feel that i've changed. =)
vernbb.. i'll really change for you. i promise.
i wan our every single day to be like yesterday and today.
SO HAPPY. =D
ever since after FOC.
and that guy... i think he know he should stop all these.
leave me and vern alone.
no one can come in between US!
i love you,vernon.
.
jy, you getting asus? hmm... not very good leh.
and why u dun wanna join FOC??
=)
i think we havent seen each other for quite some time.
when's stikkos meeting again?
miss u all.

my pwerfact guy.
1) call me everyday. telling me that he misses me very much. from the bottom of his heart.
2) bring me to maldives to dive together.
3) be honest with me . tok to me . i will listen . (:
4) if he has car.. he better bring me to school everyday. =P
5) be there for me whenever i quarrel with my mom.
6) buys supper for me without me telling him that i'm hungry.
7) show off 'emily' to all his frens. tell them that she's ur girl .

VERNON HENG IS MY BOY! =)
he satisfies everything that i mentioned above!

2006-03-18T11:17:00.000+08:00

hee! someone tagged ... in my blog! =DD
MUACKX BACK!
that someone is my vernon.
.
i'm so so sorry for the past 2 days.
i made him so angry..
=(
sorry bei. forgive me pls?
.
i <3 u vern..
and i know u love me too. =)
.
baobei.. this is wad u wrote to me and i still wan it to happen..
baobei.. i wanna make u smile, whenever ya sad, carry u ard when ur arithritis is bad, all i wanna do, is grow old with u.. i'll get ur medicine, when ur tummy aches, build u a fire when the furnace breaks oh it would be so nice, growing old with u.. i'll miss u, kiss u, give u my coat when u are cold, need u, feed u, even let u hold the remote control. So let me do the dishes at our kitchen sink, put u to bed when u had too much to drink, OHH i could be the man...... who grows old with u....... i wanna... grow old with...... uuuuuuuuu............................. MuAkZ!!...hehe.. Love U! .
can anyone be compared to her? thosecute small eyes that vanish with thathypnotic smile, the mini round nose tatfits perfectly, those thin lips add thatmarvelous final touch to thatmasterpiece of God, with that even tanthat so many envy. i noe i'm seeinggreen. deeply understanding, extremelycute nature, willing to provide that extraattention when needed, that specialconcern, and that required carewhenever a fren is in need. God showedmuch biasness when he created thiswork of wonder. a perfect soul, perfectlyfitted in a perfect body... a collage of somany wonderful small pics, and i amlucky to have the privilegde to examineeach small jigsaw, therefore allowing meto maticulously appreciate the wholepicture. God! Wat a piece of art! =]
.
i should go now..
i'm going to camp ..
WITH MY BAOBEI!! =D
MASS DANCE!! =DD

2006-03-14T09:24:00.000+08:00

YESH!
i missed out something!
the marshmallows!
sambal marshmallow
black pepper marshmallow
and
butter marshmallow!
created by Weng Fai and Me!
hahaha...!
i nv tasted all .. but weng fai did!
den he gave me e EEEE face after he tasted them..
haha!
DEN.. we go around sabo-ing people!
hehe
sy tio! hehe..
sm haha..! she say not bad leh.... hehehehe
so funny...
=DD
i laugh until i was soooooo higgghhh..hahahaha
jy didnt wanna try! sadddd
hee

2006-03-13T18:00:00.000+08:00

yesterday i went to sy's house!
so fun... hehe we went for BBQ.
and we played "THIS CUP"
drinking game.. hhaha.
yeah hey.. i finally felt something..
i still exist. hmm..
stikkos, i love u'all.
but i can't deny the fact that some times i feel left out..
cause i'm a bit lost at things u'all are laughing about.
it seems like i missed out a lot of things.
hmm..
i hate to be in the different school with pple i love.
so sad.
but well, i still love them.
=)

2006-03-13T16:40:00.000+08:00

when is the last time i blogged?
my new modem is crazy.. freaking singtel.
i'm back from p. Aur and so many things happened! =D
HAPPY!
before i went p.aur, i lost my cardholder.
that silly...
rannnnn back to the bus stop and tried searching for it .. =D
hee TOUCHED!. no no.. this is only the start
hmm... our first day at P.Aur.
i'm not going to forget this.
Our dawn dive. hmmm... ok.. i admit.. i was to nervous.. ..
so i lost my one of my fins quite far from the shore.... (the big big flipper you always see divers wearing. like penguin)
i slipped it on.. but i think.. it was too loose..
SAD! so me and my buddy got to return back.. no no dawn dive.
so i started dragging my equipments ... the wave pushed me back to shore.. so sad.. i sat a the side.
"WHERE'S MY BUDDY?!"
den i see his striking yellow snorkel sticking out of the water..
hmmm
"HE'S STILL SEARCHING FOR MY FIN!!! "
"hais.. i think this search and rescue is gonna fail .. =("
u can guess lah.. everything was written on my face.
"I'M SAD. I LOST MY 100 BUCKS NEW FIN.
DON'T COME NEAR ME, I'LL BITE."
however...
there's a miracle!
u noe how bad was the weather? i cant see a thing lars.. ok ok not that bad.. visibility was around 1 metre.
SOMEONE WAVED MY FIN UP IN THE AIR!
HAHA!
that's my buddy
my cute lil handsome buddy.
My charming prince!
VERNON HENG ZI XIAN, this prize goes to you.
someone w/o glasses actually found my fin.
argh.... i can't describe how happy i was hur. hehe.
THANK YOU BABY! hee...
i'm so sorry we missed one dive. all my fault. =D
OKAY, this is not 'por' okay.. i really wanna thank him.
by him,
" i didnt give up.. because...
i noe ur face wll be very 'black' if i cant find it. "
hurmph... hee.. u noe me too well... but who say i'll blame you if u can't find!!
HEHE .
yesterday was our 10 months anniversary. =D .
.
okok.. back to my dive trip.
i saw stingray at the ryner's rock. the current was terrible there... and the water was damn nice. BLUE in colour. near PURFACT! =D
we saw cuttlefish. it's so ugly. . haa
we saw pufferfish. (spelling? any mistakes?)
oh ya anyway.. it was so cute lah.. my dive master wanted to agitate the pufferfish.. to let see it bloated.. haha! but it siam too fast... hee...
we saw all kinds of starfish this time.. compared to our last dive, one pathetic starfish.
haha.. but the other starfishes are so ugly lah.. 6 legged.. and black in colour. eee.
you noe wad...
i think it was our last 2nd dive that my fren actually saw TURTLE!
no way.................... i was so S A D.
but hee nvm lar.. we didnt get to see it cos vernon lost his weight belt.. so i got to acc him floating ... haha.. cos without weight belt , he cant descend ..
JON AND ZHI YONG! you'all should thank vernon for lossing his weight belt lor.. haha
ya i got to say something.
vernon and i have concluded.
'no more night dive for the both of us.'
IT scare the shit out of me la... so dark... some more to nothing much to see.. nothing interesting..
the worst is that when u shine the torch to the other side.. u cant see a shyt. nothing! absolutely nothing. den u'll be so freaked out.. haha.. 'ascend please. when can we go up?'
.
we caught some shells! haa. eee.. they dont taste nice lar.
and then
LAST BUT NOT LEAST.
i touched a cat! for the first time in my life.. i loveddddd a cat so much... hee..
it's soooo soo beautiful.. hmm... i have the photos of it but not nice.... so i'm not going to show them. hehe. anyway.. it is pure white with a very very fury tail. DAMN cute..
i nv nv tot that i would touch a cat.. haha..
on the way back... haa.. this time i can confirmed that my luck is real BAD.
zhi yong, the super lucky guy in our group.
he's the one who saw the pufferfishes, stingray and the turtle!
and.. on the way back.. we were sitting at the boat bow listening to music... haa.. and waiting for dolphins...
what the hell... i waited for like half an hour.. nothing appear..
just when i laid down wanting to get a nap under the sun............
i heard zhi yong's voice, "DOLPHINS! i saw dolphins.. "
"wtf! where? where?"
no more... what the hell... then i turn around to look at the side of the boat... hoping to see a dolphins..
den i heard jon shouting.. "NEH! i saw i saw! right in front ! there!"
wad the hell! i missed it again! twice! twice!
tell me.. tell me about it...
am i unlucky? or it's just not my day?
damn sad.. so i went inside to sleep...
den when i woke up.. cos someone said the water is too shallow... maybe the boat will get grounded..
so.. i went out to take a look.
den when i stepped out, SPLASH! the dirty brown water splashed on me! only me!
this time... i really cannot take it argh..
my turn to shout.
"WHAT THE FUCK!"
haa......
gegege..
oh.. wad the long post.. haha!
haa back to singapore.
hmm... ok lars... i felt like i should repay my cute handsome prince cum buddy.
haa so i bought something for him..
so sad my art n craft sux...
i bought a box and many many beads..
i used white glue to stick every single bead onto the box..
i made 2 hearts using the beads. and in the heart, i stick SAND there. ..
okay.. my aim was to make it... u noe.. beach feeling... but i think i failed lah..
beach cos he made a miracle and the beach
so i bought him a dive watch that he wanted...
haa.. the same as the one he gave me lars.. just that it's diff in colour.
hmm... wad a lousy present , lousy surprise.
haa

2006-03-01T00:02:00.000+08:00

everyone posted happy things hur. hehe
but i got nothing special to post again. nothing happened this few daes. cos i'm having exams. yup.. same as them.. we went to celebrate ch's birthday at party world. hmm... yeah lars... our voices all like xiao mei mei. hhaa. ch said that! ): haa.. i know u can sing lah. haha! hmm...
ok my post gonna be very different from sy's and jy's. i didnt go to jeremy's house. hm.. anyway even if i go.. i think i will feel weird ba. all from 2/2. they toked abt their happy memories too.
they came to my sch on sat. haa! they said canteen 1's food is nice lah! -.-
ok la.. i nv tried the lotong they ate. cos i dun like. =P hee
haha.
yup . i got no happy memories to share with my frenz from 2/4 . i dun think they rmb that i was their classmate. haa.
i didnt go anywhere after that day either. basically i stayed at home everyday to study and rot. cos my bmgt paper really make me feel so hopeless. damn.
winning is going back to china. kor is going with her.. but only for 1 mth. actually.. she's not tt bad after all.. at least better den..hmm... (:

2006-02-24T12:29:00.000+08:00

DIE
.
just leave me here
.
i'll rot and die
.
PAIN! EXTREMELY PAIN!
.
argh! i need a doctor.................
but cant.
i'm having exams tomorrow..
this is a torture..

2006-02-22T01:37:00.000+08:00

somebody complaining that his name is not in my profile hor?
complain king! nah! =DD
love VERNON HENG ((:
(screaming into e mike)
.
sorry stikkos.. i watched ' i not stupid too' with vern alr.. really very sorry, cos that dae really no shows to watch. ):
.
today we went to night safari! so so so fun. hehe.
kenny , the sloth bear
edward, the pig.
haha!
when we saw the pigs right.. someone shouted so loudly.
edward: haha! ah xiong! (kenny) u see your cousin!! (pointing at the pig)
haa! den i 'tu' back,
"ah xiong's cousin is you lor! r u saying that u are the pig?"
hehe..
very bad right?
but u noe wad.. ?! when we were so close so close to the bats..when they were lyk flying across our HEAD. someone grabbed vern's arm. so tight! and he tot it was me.. haha.. no.. he's wrong.. it was EDWARD.
*Hiack hiack.
the suspension bridge was a fun thing! espcially when you are walking with a sloth bear.. you will feel lyk e bridge is going break at any moment.. =DD
HEEHEE.
night safari is fun man! 'COOL MAN' ! lols... now this cool man thing is a very 'in' joke.
.
i'm sick
sigh

2006-02-20T23:12:00.000+08:00

yeps.
why aren't we in the same class?
haha...
SAMANTHA AND EMILY .
pple... please dun be insensitive.
hear wad ur frenz wanna sae...
anonymous is not appreciating sam. totally not. which i think she will regret it one day.
.
today i went to watch 'i not stupid too'
"so lame", "cool man", "whatever". HAA!
but i cried. cried and laugh together. dunno why. together leh! lyk laugh when my tears are rolling down. duh.
bei..! u never win me! not even once! =P
i tot u are very good in 5 10?! BLEAH!
hmm.. my luck is good today. tsk tsk
my BCA paper is OVER! OVER!
why am i happy?
i finish one easy paper
and the others are all damn diff . argh
i cant memorize things.. really cant..tht's why i dunno whether can i make it for business management paper. depress...
i'm going night safari tmr! at this time? my exams are this week! -.-
but no choice.. my family wanna go.. so i agreed to go. w/o a 2nd tot of staying at home alone to study. just lazy.
i bought hava hava sliiiippers for nelle nelle today. =D her birthday is on e 22nd. =D

2006-02-19T19:05:00.000+08:00

thanks sy! i will study hard hard. =D hee
i guess it's still early to wish u good luck for ur a's. hee
but u too got to study hard k! hee =DD

jy! you will get in one lars! (:
den we can meet more often in skool o: !

hey.. i was in town ytd with vernon.. for a short while.. and i met sm for dinner
hehe.*smile*
went to yio chu kang to celebrate vern's fren birthday.
i enjoyed! haa.. bryan really really reminds me of my 2 kors.. cong han and kenny lim. fat fat round round and always disturbing me ... ): but they never fail to cheer me up =D

bei., gamble less.. smoke less..*Sigh*
please
i love you

2006-02-16T01:31:00.000+08:00

u good! haha =P put my photo on msn hur? my turn! ahahah! u edited and put this
nice huh!
hahaha...
i chatted with this aunty today on msn. typical aunty huh! come np's open house gai gai .hahahaa
sorry lah... np's divers' booth too ugly to see liao. i dare not be there. MUHAHA!
you... you ... you..... take so many of my photos... i wont noe if u nv put in msn !! ARGH
watch out... the nxt time we meet
*hiack hiack
no more liao lah xy... no more next time! i will be 100 times more careful!
.
ytd was val day. hmm....
we celebrated in town. hmm... no lah not exactly celebrate. just spent time together. =D
sorry.. v day is a meaningless day to us. celebrate for?? lyk every couple is celebrating.
on this day
you will see almost all the girls holding roses... lily... sunflower.... everywhere. especially in town. what's so special about this day den?
i think... birthday is a lot more worth celebrating than vday.
=D sorry ah.. to those who celebrated vday ... no offence okay? hehe
as long as u all enjoyed, be happy! feel loved! =D
.
the sad thing that happened on this day was
i arguedd with my mom.
vern's frenz just wanna come over and play mahjong mah. that's all. why only can play on weekends and not weekdays? i'm not having school today.. wad's wrong with it? i just dun understand. pardon me, baobei... i really think i'm not wrong. AT ALL. i'm stubborn.. super. i noe.
11-02-06(saturday)
that day, we went out! last saturday ! with stikko, missing jy.
anyway, we were supposed to head down marina south to celebrate kaiwen's birthday.BUT
he said he dun welcome us. HAA! joking... no la.. he informed us that there's no girls going.. only me and sm.. so it's better not to go. haha! good ah.. dun make us pai seh.. if we go, we will surely feel left out.. haha..
yup by the way... i spent a lot of my hong bao money away. =(( so so very sad.
i bought my first pair of birkenstock. =D
i bought a roxy jacket. =DD
i love this 2 .. hehe.. yippie.
actually i wanted to buy the florida garden white one, sy also think that one nicer..
but lyk too striking eh .. e color.. i too tanned... sad.. hhaa
so i bought the florida nepalese orchid. =DD
i nv regret. it's really nicer. vern said it's nice. sm also. =DD
but my sister dun lyk..... hmm... she say "ugly".
toking about my sister.
haa..
she's very popular hur.. red hot demand .. a common qns vern's FRIENDS always ask when they come my house, "where's ur sister?!"
duh..
i have nothing to say.
goodnight.
my mood has dropped to the bottom.. underneath bottom.

2006-02-08T16:56:00.000+08:00

i'm stoning here. hahaha...
TAMMY is AT my house now! =DD
i miss her so so sooo much. (she's a dog) =P
.
i cant stop laughing now...
my fren just sent me a very funny hokkien song.
it's about having one million dollar.
DIRECT translate:
"if i have one million...one million
i wanna sit aeroplane
i wanna SAI TAI YANG .
go LI PUN (japan) jia(eat) sushi."
dots... there's still more. .
haha... talking about one million...
singapore pool earning lots of money now...
everyone buying toto.. QUICK PICK
because the first prixe is $10 MILLION.
$10,000,000.
haa..
wad can i do with this money if i have..
i will first buy valentine's day pressie for vernon. a CAR! =D
wahha
den i will buy one for myself.
give him a turtle car and i buy one hmmmm...
i dun ask for much u noe that..
just one FERRARI . LOL.
=x
i wanna buy my mango blazer, mango top..
zara jacket, motorola v3i, FCUK jacket (woah sigh.. i still rmb),
dig out the FCUK shoe.. i dunno whether it still exist in sg.. =3
HAHA.
JOKES. LAME.
haha.. dream dream dream. hehe
all this song's fault .. leads me to a never ending dream.. lol...
la la la
i'm exhausted but i'm happy. =D everytime after i exercised. hehe
how i wish i can write happy happy entries everyday.
fat hope , emily..
hehe.
.
v day is coming! vern is the one i love the most.
but there's also
my stikkos and sam.
i love them as well ! =D
.
that's all for todae!
I"M HAPPY.
VERY!

2006-02-07T12:54:00.000+08:00

i'm damn lazy..
lazy to blog
lazy to go out
lazy to do my tutorial
lazy to go scool
iya just skip everything.
i'm back home now cos i skip class..
i went for the business manangement tutorial. i dunno issit my bad luck is making a fool of me or wad....
i reached on time 9, to set up the powerpoint. WTF
everything screwed up. fark hell , the projector color RED becomes black.
my whole powerpoint is buang la cos majority of it is RED.

i'm in my living room now and i cant stop myself from scolding my aunt..
it's not that i'm being rude or what,
I REALLY CANT TOLERATE HER anymoreeee
she keep feeding my dog when i look away.. when i turned ard den she GE SIAO.
i shouted at her but she screammmmmed back.
"i didnt! i didnt! aiyah dun wan to tok to you lah"

ya wad. all she noe is deny..
guess wad, that dae she was in computer room with kor, jie and edward. they were packing the room. den suddenly they smell somethingg...... hmmm..... u noe wad... METHANE GAS. lol
den they started asking ard...
kor: no, not me. haa
jie: no... of cos not me... mine not smelly... haa
edward : gu.... issit you?
aunt, gu gu: NO! NO!! no la not me... i farted a bit only.
DUH!
everytime she open her mouth, e first word will be N O , no.
can't stand it.
.
ok ok change topic.
CNY is ending soon hur. i didnt go to any of my frenz' house. none.
hmmm... they nv come either.
HAPPY CNY EVERYONE! hehe
.
why do you think i dun love u anymore?
i still love you very very much bei...
really .. =D
i'll always rmb how we met and how we went thru this 8mths plus..
u're really e best and i dun wanna lose you.
baobei i love you DEEP DEEP
.
that day i saw suk mun at clementi! HAPPY!
but i was rushing to sch...so we didnt tok much..
jy! i wanna meet e 3 babes too.!
i wanna go over and bai nian too . hehe
.
as i blog.. i found out that i really nv blog very long alr.. hehe.. i need to sae something now..
i went out with samantha that day. hehe.. on xy's birthday.. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GIRL!
we went back early cos she got 'steam boatie'.hee.
nevermind, there's always a next time!
we can go out again cos holiday is coming very soon.
i no longer have the weird feeling. =D
HAPPY!

to janelle, althou she wont be reading this..
i'm really gladddd that i'm in the same class as you.
but sad to sae, only you.
if only we can change to some other class TOGETHER.
i think.. i only treat you.. hui fen.. and zhen qi as frenz...
becoz e others doesnt treat me as HUMAN.
it's either i'm invisible to them ... or they just refuse to open their mouth and tok to me.
now i feel that bai lu is better than u all.
just becoz of a few.. i dun wanna request to change class...
even ng mun kit said we are
HOPELESS
and will continue to be.
wad the hell..

2006-01-24T01:36:00.000+08:00

BEST SHOW OF JANUARY! =D *****5 STARS!

i'm waiting for jannie4nellie to send me our business managment powerpoint... duhh... thank god she helped cos i really dunno what to do.. i lousy at this..
my classmates nearly got my blog address... PHEW.

i miss shopping with vernon and stickko_family.
BOOO
no new clothes this CNY.
(sad.) all mummy's fault. she said our aus trip last dec was to buy new year clothes. HUH! a trip in starting of dec to buy clothes for end of jan?? keep the clothes to rot ah?
cannot! i will gian everyday... gian to wear...

seikaci-wa-omoshilui-kunaides.
'life-is-interesting-not.'
in other words... LIFE IS BORING.
this is wad i learnt today in jap class..

hate poly life now. how i wish i'm not in poly lah...
ur daily life can be sooooooo packed... cant breathe!!
i just wanna meet vern more.. meet stickkos more.. and meet samantha gan wei quan.................
but after nxt week hor.. PHEWWEEET!
i can shake leg at home
-but-
i have to study for exam again.
nvm... i can wait until march.. 1 more month! just one more month.
hehe
which means... JY is joining me in NP very soon!
=DDDDD
hais. but she taking such a diff course.. dunno if i will see her in campus. =(

tmr-macro test
wed- vern's bstats test, my IAC presentation
thurs- vern's ocomm test

BIG SIGH. we cant meet...
until friday
'bb's BIRTHDAY EVE'
haha.. big red circle on my calendar.. =D

2006-01-17T00:15:00.000+08:00

ok!
i changed my video! hope u can see. hehe. if u find it irritating, turn off ur speaker den.
i like that hippo so much. =D

everything is fine now
i hope.
so yup. i think jj's got my blog address. if not he wouldnt send me that msg.
ARGH.

i hate this. i hate this. i'm supposed to meet stikkos this coming saturday..
but why!!! why is it our theory lesson is on this sat...
*BANG*

(oh ya.. bang.. i suddenly tot of that game.. i recently just dig it out when cleaning my room.. western BAR! anyone played b4?)

thhis farker MER. SHUT UR MOUTH. I WANNA STUFF UR HEAD INTO THE TOILET BOWLLLLLLLL. why why why... IAC project.. i will never never wanna repeat this module thou i like the teacher, desmond wee. but i hate the pple in my class.
god.. tell me.. why did u put me in such a class. . . . .
OR-MI-TUO-HOOD.

this is a bad start for me. not good. everything not running smoothly. i hope that things will change. i hope that i'll change too. i will try as much as possible to make it happen.

2006-01-15T22:46:00.000+08:00

hi
i blog like once in a blue blue moon hur..
nvm.. tt's not e point..
time
i need time

i dun have the time
vernon too

i'm feeling emptiness. i see you not more than 3 times a week....
wad is happening..
sighs... i dun feel the love anymore.. really no more..
he can go out for the whole day without calling me..
i noe it's my fault..
but at least i'll give u a call as and when possible. .

thanks for not wanting to meet me in sch
thanks for not calling me when u get home
thanks for not giving me goodbye kiss

uh-huh.. 'THANKS'.

i noe u dun wanna listen to "ya.. it's my fault.. it's all my fault..."
but i just wanna say i'm sorry..
guess ur love for me... is fading.. . .

Just let it die
With no goodbyes
Details don't matter
We both paid the price
Tears in my eyes
You know sometimes
It'd be like that baby
Now everytime I see you
I pretend I'm fine
When I wanna reach out to you
But I turn and I walk and I let it ride
Baby I must confess
We were bigger than anything
Remember us at our best
And don't forget about
[Chorus]Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about us

'dont forget about us' Mariah Carey

I WILL NEVER WANT TO SING THIS SONG TO U.
sorry for the caps lock .. but i just wanna emphasize ..
i don't want .. and never will ..

i'm still waiting
waiting

2006-01-09T12:11:00.000+08:00

last saturday, i went out with sm,jy and sy...
went to shopp...
dots k la! i was shopping for vern's present. hehe
stop guessing wad i bought for u kz!
=)

sy and jy got to leave early that day. sad =((
so me and sy decided to watch e NRA perform.
but sad to sae.. we missed it. BOOH!
nvm... we saw peiyi but we didnt called her. she was with her NRA frenz.. shhh...

den we went back in taka...
em,"hmmm go where now? " trying very HARD to push open the door.
sm, "hmmm i dunno leh. " okay she's trying to push. i wait.

there's a malay couple behind us waiting for me to open the door.
buuttt! my slippers ..arghh... i was lyk using all my force but my body is slanting la!
haha! until i buai tahan liao .. i call for help ! sm help help.....
haha.. she gave me a slight..... push den it opened.. -.-
EMBARRASSED! totally!
okay.. this's gonna be kept in my head ,sm embarrassed me.. =D hehe. sm must be cursing me right now.
=P

i'm staying in school today until 6.30!!! and i have jap class until 9 45.. OMFG!
byuezzz

2006-01-03T13:52:00.000+08:00

yeah hey
everybody
i'm much much better
hehe
some pple nv fail to make me smile ((:
but i'm lack of sleep!!
noise everywhere. especially the dog next door.
if i can kill it ,duh.. i will not think twice.

vern heng . dont say i dunno wad to buy for u kz...
hahahaha
:P

happy! HAPPY!!

2006-01-02T05:42:00.000+08:00

haa dont think u can guess this
31-12-05 to 1-1-06
i was at marina square. e worst thing is that i was playing CS.
WTF
i think i was crazy.. for saying "OK!" to jie's suggestion.

hmm.. a new year
but i guess life's gonna be the same for me
no one appreciates me. same.
no one except u miss me.

why am i so sad again?
-every now and den
when i'm alone..
i just wish some1 will cor me on the telephone. -

dunno.
anyway.. i watched narnia loh.. nice show..! nice...
some idiots claimed that the show sux..
forrrrrrrrrrnaaaaaaarrrrrrniaaaaaa!
haha
i sound weird. but no choice lah..
some pple force me to.
i hate. i hate this. i hate to do this..
everytime i complain to my blog...
who's there to listen to me...
baobei will. but i expected more..

sy sm jy
u all have ur own frenz
((:

she's the only one who knows when i'm sad.
she's the one that i can laugh AND most imptly cry with.

i can only tok to her..
i had nv share my probs with them
and neither had them.
yup.. so much for that.
old 2005.

2005-12-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

yup yup agree. dusty here.
hee
i dun have the time lahs...
after i came back from aussie .. i spent most of the time with him and stickkos.. hehe..

great trip to adelaide!
but.. as for meeting that china ger... she was uglier than wad i 'imagine'. pui~
sorry.. i know i'm bad.. but i cant be bothered. =P
ps: my father is a joker! :x

we gone thru a 'battle' in town on 24th dec'05.
we were seperated! and the ah neh was like "chiong ah!!!!" that kind.. piangx...
"itchy butts waiting for ah neh to touch" WAH LAO... how can my fren sae that.. dots.... -.-

anyway.. i got to thanks my stickkos for all the pressie...
sorry that i didnt wrap it up..! their pressies were nicely wrapped *guilty* =(
and i even gave in aadvanceeeeee..... dots.... so sorry!
-thankew so much- =)

merry xmas and a happy new year everyone
=)

2005-12-13T02:21:00.000+08:00

i just tagggeedd that pig! i must put our pic before i kena also.. WAHEHE!!!

where is my sunshine...... neh...... this one lor... hahahahaa :P

2005-12-13T01:09:00.000+08:00

hmm... went town today. alone
cos i was looking for his presents.. and many many other presents...
haha.. bought him a bag.. and a slippers!
have to give him earlier cos his slippers buang le.. hehe
after i bought the slippers den my phone rang,
"bb.. my slippers spoil liao"
hahahahaha
den i think i bought the right pressie.. hahaha

read jy's blog. yup.. she didnt reply my sms.
but nvm :)
tmr going to meet up le ((:
but jy's not going. :((

last saturday was horrible... i cant work like that leh... got to stand whole day de hor... with my pi gu like that.... ARGH... if i'm 'well' i will work very happily i tell u... but... BUTT! BUTTTT!!!!
think i should go for operation as soon as possible..

i'm going to australia and i cant do my written com project le... it is due next monday.. so i have to leave the work to the other group members.. am i being very irresponsible? actually janelle, me and benson should do the limitation part of the report together one.. but i dunno why... the next day someone told me that benson finish the work le..
ok... . . . i wanna make this clear... it's not me who dunn wanna do project work.. own task... it's u who wanna do it all by urself.
den do la.. humph...

anyway i spent all my money today.. dont think i will have extra cash for this month end... yup yup
went to this very very special place today after my jap lesson.. with jie jie.. vern ask us go one.. at arab street.. haha.. like bb said , "the ambience is really out of the world!" super nice... we smoke sheesha... jie jie try so hard but still fail... hehehehee... i can i can! but i dun like the taste... hahaha... the food there ah.. not nice... but bb say arab street's teh very nice.. next time go try.. hehehehehe

yup yup goodnightz.... meeting them tmr.. so happy..now i got to go to my dreamland to pei bb.. HAHA!!

2005-12-12T01:00:00.000+08:00

why everything become so big in blogger. my god.
anyway.. thanks suk mun.. for msging me.. thanks for ur concern.
:)
and well.. jy didnt reply me..
and jer thanzs.. ya.. i know i still have u all :)
but well ..

hmm.. yeah i'm happy today!
very happy cos i was surprised to see an ipodnano on my table.
naughteh boy.. vernon heng! hehe.. how swwwweeeett of u..
happy sixth month-cum-xmas pressie. hehe..
i guess lah.. some time ago i guess le.. cos bb go sim lim got ask for nano's price.. den i was thinking n thinking.. hehehe..
i nv tot of having a ipodnano .. cos i dun have e money.. but now i have!!!
hehe... bb gave me earlier cos..... he scared i take plane hen sian.. heeheh... hugz* thank you so much vern bb.. ((:
Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick witchu
Forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick witchu
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick witchu
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick witchu.
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts

yup..revised for my FFA test.. hope i will get better grade this time.. even better den INFA pls.. :P

n ya.. i erasing 'something' off my brain
:((

2005-12-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

ok.. so dun tell me life is more fun like THAT!
he's not answering my cor.

2005-12-10T23:01:00.000+08:00

sighs. life is so boring. why? cos my life sux. boring boring boring. projects n projects.
ya i'm very sian now.. guess why?
other den study.. i still have to work on sat.. why lyk tt!!!!
hais.. everyday jiu shi go school.. and meet baobei :)
some times i really wonder
where are my friends......
ya.. sad to sae that
i dun feel like i've got any friends.
k k .. friend-less, -penniless.... . . . brainless...
i dunno when i started to think abt all these..
every time ... i suggest to go out... i sms them..
hmm.. except for parties.. but
since when did they sms me and ask me out....
i dun rmb ... eever since i started sch.. 05/06 NP . -_-
think ... it has been '10' yrs since i last tok tok to suk mun.
kua zhang.

pardon me
i'm trying to FA XIE
hais

boring school...
boring class..
i think i will complain abt this everyday.
to my baobei. .. .
to my blog...
ya. no one else.
2 weeks break coming..
i'm going to aus from 16th to 19th.
but after tt... i think my hp will rot n i will rot at home too
thanks
fine.
shut ur mouth up..emily.. go n close ur eyes, sleep n die

2005-12-07T10:37:00.000+08:00

jy.. i hope u are okay. pls be okay. :) 'stickies' are here for u. (:
hehe
wah.. here pain there pain...
monday run.. tuesday swim.. wednesday run.....
yeah... i miss this feeling! ;D exercise!!!!!
humph! see who's busy?! not me... is vernon heng!
hehe... he's church camp is over... yeah yeah yeah...
but i will be going australia from 16 to 21... :( bb sorry..
stickies! ur say christmas go ch's house hor?? hahaha...
but nvm if ur cant make it. i'll stay at home... cos vernnyyyy will be at church..

jy's broke.. i'm broke too.. but i'm saving .. :X bb!! no pressie for u! dun gimme pressie hor!

lalalala... boring day.....

2005-12-05T10:14:00.000+08:00

arghhh... very stressed... super duper stressed... hais.. next week is my FFA Test 1... and i noe shyt abt ffa larz... piangs..
i watched aeonflux on friday with vernon and his friends...
hais... at first very happy la.h... after that.. baobei.. not that i dont like ur friends.. i dun wanna make things difficult for you.. but some times... they are really TOO MUCH!! please dont make fun of me leh... ya i speak chinese... so.................................. i speak english too ... idiots....!!! i'm not a china ger or wad. iya dont wanna tok abt it . pek cek

went to marche with my sis, joseph and vern yesterday.. yum yum... hehe...den we watched SAW 2... hais... sad... saw1 nicer.. really. saw2 too too too too disgusting... the plot is... hais not as good as saw1. maybe becoz we watch saw1 and we know there will be a twist behind. but u see huh.. the place will be found by the police sooner or later.. cos the old man died outside ... so the police will be saved and amanda will be caught de ma! where can she go? haha.. i think too much le... it's just a movie..
vernon having church camp.. for 3 days.. not meeting him todae .. so sad..
and sy they all coming to my lecture tmr.. yeah.. but after that i have FFA tutorial and macro peer tutoring. how? think they will leave after the lecture ba.. ):
adeline is back, i got to go. bye

2005-12-02T14:20:00.000+08:00

"When your caught in the rain
With know where to run
When your distruct and in pain
Without anyone
When you keep crying out to be saved
But nobody comes
And you feel so far away
that you just cant find your way home
You cant get there alone
It okay.. once you say...

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my on and I know
That Im strong enough to mend
And everytime I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And Ill make it through the rain "

I HATE TA03!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really hope i can make it through the rain
hahaha... wad rubbish...
sigh..
i guess i can only wait.........
suffer for 3 blardeh years.... BOOHHOOO
HAisxxxzz
all S all X all Z!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-12-01T21:57:00.000+08:00

yeah.. i like this skin.. i edited everything la... i only use the pic behind lor.. -.-
hahaa... so u can guess how long i took to edit this... WAHAHA.

today is 1ST DEC! hmmm.. nothing special..
haha
but... i saw carol and mingli at the bus stop ... when i was going home..
carol perm her hair... not really nice.. =X
hee... my blog only.. 'u all' noe.. haha
wah lanz... mingli fli fle fla fleh AANGLISH with me .. -.- pls la... i know u speak HUA YU one lor... dun need to act ma.. we used to speak HUA YU too... piangx...
bleah! =P
ya ya ya ! felt so uncomfortable taking bus with them... weird weird..

hais... clash! my bca test and my kor kor graduation day! ARGHHHH
waiting for my teacher's reply................ sigh..x... i wanna go .. i wanna take family photo!!!
i dun want to be missed out.. BOOH!

yeah... sy sm jy coming to my school next tuesday! hehe... cant wait for that dae WOOOO!!!

baobei is in town... not replying me... hmph! miss him so much la.. !!!

my lms project was successfully la... luckily... but... this idiot... this bitXh.. i will never forget u k! our teacher told us our grade is roughly around B... so u better shut up. if u get a B and i get a C.. i will burn ur whole house DOWN! FIRE!
hiack hiackkkk ... ;)

notice... i dun have sam sam's pic liao.... i wanna take photo with u... =( miss u lots too... hehe...

so many things to blog... but i forgot all ... sad. oh!!!!! ya
tt day at newsroom bar.. haha.! so fun watching soccer.. kor kor won... ahaha.. after awhile baobei called me le... den he came down.. soo sooo sooooo sehhh ... haha.. but very cute la... first time see baobei like that... seh seh liao still keep saeing u love me... hehe..... ting le also happy ( :

after baobei better le we walked to the atm machine with sy and sm.. den hor.. i saw la.. this ang mor like kena cheated by this ah gua leh.... i think the man was drunk den the 'lady' asked him to enter his pin... he was lyk blur blur la... but still managed to enter e 6digits.. haha... den they lady took 2 stacks of $50 ... WAH PIANGZ... sure kena pian loh... hahahha
OR BI ANG MOR... kena 'scam' by AH GUA~
=X
hee... i so bad...
hahaaha
baobei! u still havent reply me! u goooooooD!!!!

2005-11-30T12:32:00.000+08:00

yeah i finally changed my blog skin.. hehe..
the penguin so cute..! eurm... i'm in school now.. sighs.. i'm at divers club's booth now... of cos i do my blog when i have nothing to do la.. hahha.. just nice i do until now.. 12 plus.. my class is starting at 1.. boo hoo hoo...!
hais.. i dun like my class.. really dun like.... wad everyone does everYYYdaeee is study n study n study... they dont play, dont joke... hais...

2005-11-23T14:30:00.000+08:00

this week is really a suay weeek la.. vernon lost his 2 dark snowboards to this idiot... guoshengwe can do nothing la.. we got his pw and id .. but he transfered everything to somewhere else le..dun ask where cos we dunno where? rmb my last post.. i think too too too much le.. cannot cannot..hehehe.he will make me believe one day... one fine day!!! rite? hehe.. is it e day when we ........ dangX18 .. (:
why is my laptop so dirty? eee.. from white to lyk.. eee... i dunno.. dunno how should i clean it too..
my hair is getting longer n longer... my frenz think tt i shouldnt cut.. but i find it hard to style le.. have to cut lars..
actually our video is okay la.. luckily.. but i still came to sch at 8 when my class actually starts at 3!dammmmmmm.... becoz of ms chua.. she told us if our video is seperate 4 different clips or wad shyt.. den we got to act in front of e whole class.. she just told us last nite la! when we told her our video got slighttttt prob... everyday wake up at 7 liao.. sighs.. gek gou ! dun have to act la! she called us again at 9am and told us we dun have to act just show e four diff clips to the whole class..wah laoooo...then we got nothing to do loh..! from 9 to 3! so scary.. mery read a frenster msg .. den she started crying.. me n sheryl dunno wad happenedn WHAT TO DO!! she cry awhile jiu go toilet le.. come back okok den awhile more she go home.. -.-sheryl peep peep at wad she was reading and saw... her bf is really cruel la.. break up lor! use frenster msg?!!!?!?! cant he use HP ??????? even if he dunno how to say.... at least sms..la..... frenster leh... it's lyk.. wah piang.x..baddokokwe got nothing to do right? den we went marina square to bowl.... hehe.. with sheryl, adeline.... AND!! MY BB!! hehe. my second time.. ehehe.. i'm 2ND!! yeahhh hehehe1st round sheryl won... ok.. she's good las.. but a bit yaya.. NOT EXACTLY A BIT.. IT's VERY!!i saw tt bb was not very happy with her.. den bb wanna win her.. hehe... he bb won 2ND ROUND! she gave stupid excuse la.. "i broke my nail... tt's why my score fall from 138 to 68.. hais"dots.............
oh no oh no.. i'm late for class.... ok nvm ..
i watchEd HARRY POTTER!! with him (: but .. hais.. some pple spoil our show.. idiot...i know he's 'sick' la... but his parents... shouldnt bring him for movies ma...it's very distracting one leh... "UM!" so loud... hais... den his mother also one kind la... phone rang so loudly!! lvl 5 tt kind leh... still dun wanna answer... "SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!"arghhnice show? i dunno.. didnt really concentrate.. haisss..

okok i'm really late.. BYE BYE

2005-11-21T20:10:00.000+08:00

useless, irritating

what else can u sae abt me?
tell me.

in ms la.. verily52 is useless.
in TA03.. emily is useless, irritating, disturbing.
in bb's life.. i'm irritating too. . too sensitive..
to whoever who knows me.. i guess i'm still.. u know.

i guess sooner or later.. he wont be able to tolerate this loh
i'm still not very prepared.. give me a lil .. a lil time more...
u can tell me any time.
but dont tell me face to face.. i dont think i cant take it.

i'm sorry. im really very sorry.
i shouldnt be so sensitve... abt fion la. . and etc...........
i guess i'm not e girl for u...
but i wanna tell u that u are e guy i've been looking for....
so long so long.......

i guess this is fated..
i should be alone.. everyone will leave me one day..
but i dont want!!!! i want him.... really really need him in my life........
looking at our photos... taken at p.aur.....
i miss those days...
i miss the cheerful you..
i seldom see you smiling at me now..........
but i still give u my big big smile whenever i meet u ah....
tt's becoz i'm really very happy to c u....

so random rite... random tots la....

sy.. i replied u but u didnt reply...
i dunno how liao but my phone die liao..
sorry.. meet wad time or wad sms me k?

2005-11-13T13:38:00.000+08:00

that's it. i dun wanna change my blog skin now.. i really dun have e time. :(
but i sian this blog skin liao leh..
yeah yeah everyone's happy now.. heheh.. i'm happy too.. ! hehe

vern.. get pek cek so easily RECENTLY. i dun wanna play maple some times because u tend to pek cek me when mapling.. ya, i'm in e cash shop already. i know how to send gift. it's not as if i dun know. if i dunno .. ya i will help u to ask ah de. i'm there waiting for u to tell me wad to do le.. i dun lyk pple to "jek" me, i dunno how to spell la.. tt sound lor... u know...
ya i know some times i also lyk tt.. there's always a reason why i lyk tt.. sorry.. i know u cant read my mind.. but i just hope u try to 'read' .. sorry sorry.. i know it's very very impossible.. some times i dun even know wad i'm doing, what i'm thinking.. blablabla...

hais

FRIDAY~ bb came my house.. we went cycling with ah de.. hahaha.. to pandan res. haha.. butt ache!!! -.-"' pandan res damn huge lah..... we cycle half way only.. den cycle back on e road.. cos e sand there huh... ARGH. IRRITATING. but it was fun! i love cycling n swimming with vern .. hehe

ytd.. SATURDAY~ haagen Dazs. woo.... cool... ice cream
hehe
nice! i love the pple there! but too bad i'm not working at anchor point.. hais..... heeeee

2005-11-11T08:13:00.000+08:00

finally i feel better
:)
after reading e last 2nd post.
noe tt it was all misunderstanding
sorrry
:)
ya it's really not ur fault. u should say out what u feel.. indirectly telling me.. cos i know tt u wan me to know. :)

yeah hey..
i'm going to sch today with big smile~
8:12am
sch starts at 9
hee
bye bye~

2005-11-10T22:20:00.000+08:00

HEADACHE! HEADACHE! BIG HEADACHE!
I cant register for SAM. howS??? ?
sch jz started and i super stress liao loh..
work work work so much work
wcom report... FFA deep shit... BCA PBL... hais
going to work at haagen-dazs some more.. if i cant take it den i will quit lor.. -.- i dun wan tt job one.. cheap labour.. $4.50 per hour leh.. night shift is from 5- 12am. after 12 i go home jiu shi MIDNIGHT CHARGE liaos... den i work for what? 7 hours.. i will earn $31.50. den cab leh? half gone loh! ....-.-....
den i still got jap class to attend every monday... can i cope?
todae i went marina square with baobei.. i was very moody after e movie... sorry.. :( i still love u very much. really. bb.. i think we will have lesser time to spend together le.. hais... i dun wan.. i still wanna c u everydae.. :(
to you:
*i guess... i was a lil too harsh.. :(

2005-11-10T02:00:00.000+08:00

i think wad i should do now is to blog. not to change my blog skin. cos i really can't find one tt i can edit! FARK!

dont drag for daes.. i will forget what i wanna blog.

i give up. i really give up. after tt dae when we went out together, u still think tt i'm 'fake'. i tried my best. for so many times tt we went out together, i tried so much ... tried so hard to get close to u. but it seems lyk u are e one rejecting me. ok, i know i'm not tt close to wf. den ok. i'm not close to anyone. i'm not

u spell d-e-p-r-e-s-s-i-o-n
i spell h-e-l-l
t-e-a-r-s

thank you for explaining to me. but frankly.. i felt worse.. becoz now den i noe... u treat me as nobody. thanks
i think u really dont wan me to noe abt ur blog. sorry. i shouldnt have asked for ur blog add.
just post one more entry .. one more entry.. to tell me directly or indirectly tt u dun wan me to read ur blog n i wont. ok?

m i too ... sensitive..
ya.. pple.. tom yum goong is nice. very nice. but tt dae when i watched it with vern.. we got scolded.............................. -.-"' by this .... super IDIOTIC guy.. with his SUPER 38 gerfren la..

your life just cant be wad u want it to be.
count ur blessing not ur troubles. blessing=vernon. troubleS= somethin.. . ya..
understand, have courage, be strong. i cant be strong anymore.
goodnight

2005-11-08T11:22:00.000+08:00

my blog was down for a few days
got to start doing again. hais
did this one for so long.. den i realise my photo is BEHIND.
n it's already 6 plus going 7 la..
i cant sleep
ya.. i cant
probably cos i was thinking abt something.. hais

i went to read jy's blog just now.
n i think i have quite a lot of things to blog today

first.. i wanna sae sorry.. sry jy for e misunderstanding .
2-3 yrs back,
i think we both had bad impression(first) of each other
i got along better with sy n sm..

after o's.. we started going out as a group..
den slowly.. as time passes by.. i c only u n sy going out together...
i tot tt u really 'hate' me a lot.. i dunno how to sae..but.. hais
i noe u all chat alot on e phone.. y y y issit.. .. ok nvm .. i guess i'm thinking too much
but recently... wengfai's birthday
did ur really .... left me out on purpose......... . ?
after celebrating wf bdae.... u all stayed over at sy's house..
i jz knew it.
on cruise.... u msg sy n sm only ah.. n i felt something nt... quite rite....
tt's why i sae tt. sorry

i guess.. i did something wrong
tt why.. they give me t h i s

i blog this becoz i wan ______ to know how i feel
i cant keep this to myself anymore
eh eh eh
really not anymore pls
sobs

i have to sleep... 7:20 liao..
have to wake up at 11 plus...
i cant wait to meet them.. but...
things are no longer e same

goodnight
hope tt u all understand'

2005-11-04T14:00:00.000+08:00

testing testing

2005-10-27T04:27:00.000+08:00

i'm back from cruise!
wonderful trip!! hehe
we played old maid. hahaha... e big big old maid 'winner' goes to low sze yin!!
she got 3 times in a row.. haha..
we took so many photos... all so nice! hehe
N we spent a total of $100! hahahaa... sea port tax adds up to 70 already..
which means.... we eat this eat tt.. do this do tt.... only 30 dollars..
hehe.. budget
every meal is free buffet.. hahahha
we watched star star at nite.. hee quite a lot actually.. we saw more den we usually see in spore. blink blink. hehe
jy sent sm n sy both very 'farnie' msgs, "lalalal... having fun? hehe" =S
we went to appollo spa.. haha.. first is e pool... den e steam bath.. SHIOK! haha
hais.. too bad we didnt stop at phuket for half a dae.. so sad.. if not we can play water sports there.. HAIS!!!

oh...... back to sg... =(
but i miss bb a lot.. wanna c him so much..
but tt dae.. i very moody... dunno why.. my stomach lor.. making me feel very very sick recently eh.. hais
i miss vernon . i dun miss my family. why? haha

i watched '50 first dates' with vernon, edward, ah de ytd
it was my 2nd time watching loh.. but i still think it's a very nice show! hehe
bb sae he will do e same thing if i have stm also.. =) shoo sweet..

haha ya.. 2 daes ago
i played pool with vern. hehehe... he's my shifu! lols.
oh! bowling! m first time! haha.. i got 69 pts. hahaha.. yeah yeah

2005-10-16T09:42:00.000+08:00

back from chalet
4-2 chalet..
i had so much fun with them! hee
but too bad...
when i reached there....
yi qin , pei yi left
**sm ... shu ting.. they nv go

haha
first... we played blackjack
haa! i won... 1.1 million MESOS!!
hhaha.. jasmine won 2 million plus..
haha
so... altogether... derrick lost.. 6m mesos!
haha.. it's nothing to him la.. haha

okay after e 'gamble'
haha.. we WALKED to a F far 7-11
30 mins of walking la.. lol ..
surprisingly... emily tok non-stop. hehe
"gu gu zi bai"
hee
okay... by e time we reached 7-11...
i'm hungry again.
oh ya.. haven return sam $2.50.. for my mee pok
hohoho
i'm e only eating lor!
=(
think... i think i can really eat a lot.. =(
den den den........
OHHH YA!! it rained!!we waited lyk some homeless kids..
ehehe... so.......... we took cab back..
haha... $5 plus .. including midnite charge lor.is this far? or near? haha..

haha... back to our chalet..
"bear they all sleeping le la!!"diaox... no place for us to sleep..
hahaa.. so we plae lor.. plae cards lor! n forfeit games.. haha
it was 4 plus when we play cards lyk mad.. haha.. very very fun... den see herloong n kai wen kena forfeit.. do push up on the wet wet grass.. haha..
6 plus loh... go home time.. haha..
we walked to a FAR FAR bus stop again..
only me, sam, yi wei, allen, waichong
haha.. each person take one corner of e cabin.. hahaha
DOH! slept from pasir ris to clementi.. lyk 5 mins only.. haha

back home..
on my bed..
thinking of ytd..
wad happened ?
why didnt ur call me along?
issit weng fai's idea? or.. it's jz u all.............
i'm disappointed..
very.
very very.

u all will nv understand.
never

2005-10-13T14:25:00.000+08:00

selfish selfish
selfish sister

wanna book dental appointment
cannot ask vernon along issit?
all u remember is joseph la
ya la ya la
joseph joseph

hais
maple
lvling up is soooooo tough
dun feel lyk playing le..

woah ..
went sentosa with vernbb ytd
yewwwwww.... very fun hehe
with his cousin n frenz.. haha
i love ya.. nottiboy =P

tmr is our chalet loh!
but i'm joining them on fri.. haha
wooohoooo
=)

2005-10-09T17:56:00.000+08:00

i failed!
i failed my PPCDL prac!
sigh
i really know everything one lor..
but ... e tester...
FK U LA!
idiot... ok nvm...
i going to try again...
my sis passed ..... =)

haa.. she knows i'm sad..
so she bought sooooooooo
much ice cream for me...
haahaha..

yeah. i've decided..

to paint my new room..............

green 'n' yellow

nice?? i dont want pinkkkk

baobei

i love u.. for who u're

n i will always love u

i nv nv regret loving u

seriously!! i opened my 'BIG' eyes

when i chose u!!!

so dont say .....
"one day.... u will zhen kai ni de yan jing"
sorry for wad happened ytd

bb.. i promise... i will change for u
i dont want to 'fa pi qi' on u...
i'm sorry.. really didnt mean to...
=(
sorry

jerkythai is nice.................... hee
thanks baobei for tt meal! yum yum
gahahgahahaa
muack.hug. kiss.baobao.

bad news:
emily ,
ur ipod shuffle ..........
sorry , we've tried our best

e doctor told me

aHHHHH!!!!!!!!
*** i can't go cruise with vernbb
-------sob---------

good news :
i'm going to s.virgo!
with.... suk mun 'n' sze yin~~
i'm going to miss my bbvern a lot a lot

stop calling! n stop sms-ing me!!!
give up . give up. ok?
please

2005-09-30T09:49:00.000+08:00

shout-out-LOUD

2005-09-30T09:28:00.000+08:00

wah sian sian sian
i'm impatient ..
i noe it myself
dun like to wait
but some times ...
i have to

i'm at marina square now
i like coming here..
but it's only when i feel lyk playing

some times....
i jz wanna do other things
not always in front of e dumb com

i miss e days at p.aur
i wanna go somewhere..
i wanna dive again..

i seriously dun lyk playing com

jia~

2005-09-29T14:35:00.000+08:00

woooooooahhhh
dusty dusty!!
very dusty!!
hee... but i enjoy doing tt with bb!
packing his super super untidy room
haahaha

met his mom..
very friendly.. nice.. hee
-xie xie eh!- hee
not lyk my mom..
sighx
oh.. his dad
dunno?
haven met him yet
hee

hee.. e nxt thing i wanna do
is to go ikea with baobei
haa..
buy things to fill up his room..
:)

wahhh
sian..
gambling is something i cant do
sure lose

Heex

yeah..
i finally feel so much better

=)